K_Purple05

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So I'm back and what made me come back is a breakdown. I will be changing my username and some titles maybe even pfp someday. I feel like I'm updating my old self thru this post. I have changed for the better and for the worse. Life's ups and downs. I promised not to delete posts here even tho i find it cringe and written badly. Ehm actually i think my past self could write better than me because of my exposure to senseless memes and slangs online that my goal for trying to mimic proper English writers will be shit. See it's starting already. Anyways I'm gonna use this to write my journal, so maybe i should title it into something boring like "journal" so not many people should open to somewhat be private yet public at the same time. Whatever I'm gonna type my poem

K_Purple05

this message may be offensive 
So I'm back and what made me come back is a breakdown. I will be changing my username and some titles maybe even pfp someday. I feel like I'm updating my old self thru this post. I have changed for the better and for the worse. Life's ups and downs. I promised not to delete posts here even tho i find it cringe and written badly. Ehm actually i think my past self could write better than me because of my exposure to senseless memes and slangs online that my goal for trying to mimic proper English writers will be shit. See it's starting already. Anyways I'm gonna use this to write my journal, so maybe i should title it into something boring like "journal" so not many people should open to somewhat be private yet public at the same time. Whatever I'm gonna type my poem

K_Purple05

My birthday will be in two hours and I wanted to say a few words about it. About how I feel with birthdays. I know I'm not active much because of school but I'm going to post soon (if anyone is going to read this... It's about daydreaming btw). Before, when I was a little girl I used to pray my birthday will be on weekdays so they could sing me a song but now, it came true and I wish it will be on weekends. I don't like celebrating my birthday or reminding me that I'm getting older. I don't want to get older. I love the Twilight series because me and Bella are the same, we have fear of getting old. I don't want to see wrinkles on my face or any indication of aging. This is an irrational fear but whatever, nothing will change me into thinking aging is fine. I'm turning 17 if anyone is wondering.
          
          Anyways, on lighter note, if someone wants to request something they want to know about my weird world (e.g. my problem with friends or about my friends, online preferences or anything that involves my life) or what you want to know my opinion about specific things (e.g. kpop, religion, or politics issue) or even react to a movie, feel free to send me messages, my life will be boring soon after this school semester next month, I'd love to have ideas on what I could possibly write.