Ka1s3y_S1mp

@Katicorn482
          	
          	Why are like half of my friends on Roblox playing Dandys World XDDD
          	
          	(I know its probably cause of the update but WOW thats the most people I've ever seen on it XD)
          	(Its like..... 10 or so)

Ka1s3y_S1mp

A media you will almost never hear me critique unless it's something obviously problematic?
          
          Indie comics/webcomics
          
          Like seriously, I literally found a user on Reddit who makes horrific mini comics that revolve around a woman who is a parasitic bug/centipede/vampire being. Due to the fact she transforms into a giant bug monster to bloodily kill victims, it can get pretty gory-
          
          And I like it! I like that the artist is doing something she loves! It's ordinarily not something I'd consume, but the fact it's made with care by an individual is nice. The same with all single-person-made comics/webcomics.
          
          (Artist is HolleringElk on Reddit, btw)

Ka1s3y_S1mp

The biggest waste of art talent in my opinion?
          
          The person who drew The Coffin of Andy and Leyley
          
          THEIR ART IS SO GOOD WHY'D THEY HAVE TO MAKE A GAME WITH IMPLIED INCEST

Ka1s3y_S1mp

@Katicorn482 Why is their art so good but the game lore is trashhhhh :'DDD
            
            Like bro use your talent to make a comic or a web series or a BETTER game
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Katicorn482

@Ka1s3y_S1mp "implied" is probably the nicest way you could put it
            from what I've heard it's not very subtle-
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Ka1s3y_S1mp

I really dislike that my mom seems to think I'll never be happy in how she calls me. Like, she finally agreed to call me my chosen name (after I had a nervous crying face-scratching breakdown during a haphazard conversation about my gender), but she added near the end when I was calmer that "it feels like this will never be enough for you, like even me calling you *chosen name*, you'll be like 'can you call me they?"". And that "I wish you loved yourself".
          
          Its not realistic to expect me to NOT want you to use the pronouns I laid out, even though they're different from birth! I am grateful at least for "no pronouns, just name" but trying to explain this made me break down again, because how do you explain "I want you to use the pronouns I want" without sounding self centered and not considering how awkward that'd be for the other side??
          
          .....she's right. I won't truly be happy, and I hate that.
          I wish she could see how that feels. Should I
          just.... stop pronouning her and see if it
          affects her?
          
          She cares. I know she does. She grabbed my wrists to stop me from scratching myself. ...but she yelled in the process, which I hate. It just is insanely hard to feel like she cares. I feel insane, I feel stupid and wrong and toxic and just plain crazy! Is it my ADHD?? I felt like I was going insane, like I was turning stupid or regressing to a younger mind. Not in like an age regression way, just in a "I know I'm acting immature right now, bawling my eyes on in the fetal position on the ground. I just wish I had the resources and comfort and an explanation to my mom why I look crazy right now".

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Not Wattpad giving me self-help resources in my inbox (and removing the post I made a few days ago during a depressive episode about offing-)
          
          Wattpad, I'm fine I promise, I just get like that sometimes and need to complain, but I don't wanna complain to anyone I know irl because I feel like they have their own problems and/or are the source of my problems :'D