KaceyMackWriter
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I'm not sure if any of you still really check up on any of my works or anything but I know that I've been absent for the past year because I've been dealing with a lot of shit and I've had some serious things to work through and that still hasn't stopped, if anything it has only gotten worse. I'm sorry if there was a story that you wanted me to continue but the truth is, I don't think I'll ever really be able to come back to any of these stories. I know that I like writing and some days I feel like I am good at it but I've realized that I don't have the mental capacity to deal with trying to continue to write anything when my heart, mind and soul have all decided to start working out of sync. Several times this year, I have tried coming back to every story that I've ever posted on Wattpad but come up empty handed. It's like my engine has run out of gas and at the moment, I'm only surviving on my own ability to push my internal car with the engine at all. I still write. I actually write a lot but the only place where I post anything anymore is Commaful, a wonderful short story/poetry website that I love but it isn't the same. I've neglected my stories, opting to start new ideas every time one pops into my head and then abandoning it two days later. I'm sorry to anyone who might still be waiting for an update but i just don't think I'll be able to anymore. There has been so much in my life that has torn away at my mental stability and my sanity and its left me to a point where I'm basically fighting myself every minute of every day just so that I wont have a mental breakdown in school or cry in front of the people I care about. If anything should change, I will try to keep you updated, my wonderful 21 followers who have stuck by me, but for now I think this is goodbye. I have a long road ahead of me and right now, it just doesn't include this. Thank you.
