I'm in a odd mood
I feel like the weight of the world is crushing down on me and I am falling back on old feelings and ideals. Rethinking the curses I always sang to myself in my tormented years, does life again feel like the horrid hell I once lived thru? has it really changed? can it ever change?
a quote I made along time ago keeps coming to mind allot
"This world is hell, nothing but pain death and suffering, but those are all good things they let you know that you're still alive"
what if this was true and for these past months I have been only dead brought back to the edge of life by the pain. but it matters very little the feeling was fleeting and already gone I am still very happy and joyful I just get these feelings everyone once and a while so please anyone tell me am I crazy?