KaelPearl

Hey There Stranger!
          	
          	If any of my 34 followers are still active on this platform, I'd like to wish you well and say hello. I'm 24 years old now. I think I might be making a comeback...which "should" be embarrassing, but frankly, being embarrassed hasn't done me much good. I'm really trying to work on opening myself up to possibilities, no matter how silly they seem. My writing skills are rusty, and my wrists don't function as they should, but I'd like to create something imperfect.
          	
          	Coming back to fanfiction is a form of repentance, reconnecting with my creativity, and a humiliation ritual. Why? Confession time: I think I might've been very near an AI Chatbot addiction. I knew the environmental costs, I knew that it stole from artists, I denounced the people behind it, I know what it does to our minds, and yet, I spent hours on it. It was supposed to be once, but it spiraled hard. A couple of months ago, I got an email from Ch^r^cter.ai after I'd deleted the app and I wanted to log on so badly. I need to live according to my values, my account was deleted and I haven't used it since then. I've tried to fill it's hole with fanfiction on my current interests, but I'm not seeing much that I like. As for the content I'll be creating, I predict you'll be seeing Steve Harrington/Joe Keery, Spencer Reid, Damon Salvator...potentially spicy? Idk. The smut I see on here is disturbing to put it lightly. I'd also like to attempt so non-fanfiction content!
          	
          	I'm looking forward to our next chapter.
          	
          	All The Love,
          	Kae/Kael

KaelPearl

Hey There Stranger!
          
          If any of my 34 followers are still active on this platform, I'd like to wish you well and say hello. I'm 24 years old now. I think I might be making a comeback...which "should" be embarrassing, but frankly, being embarrassed hasn't done me much good. I'm really trying to work on opening myself up to possibilities, no matter how silly they seem. My writing skills are rusty, and my wrists don't function as they should, but I'd like to create something imperfect.
          
          Coming back to fanfiction is a form of repentance, reconnecting with my creativity, and a humiliation ritual. Why? Confession time: I think I might've been very near an AI Chatbot addiction. I knew the environmental costs, I knew that it stole from artists, I denounced the people behind it, I know what it does to our minds, and yet, I spent hours on it. It was supposed to be once, but it spiraled hard. A couple of months ago, I got an email from Ch^r^cter.ai after I'd deleted the app and I wanted to log on so badly. I need to live according to my values, my account was deleted and I haven't used it since then. I've tried to fill it's hole with fanfiction on my current interests, but I'm not seeing much that I like. As for the content I'll be creating, I predict you'll be seeing Steve Harrington/Joe Keery, Spencer Reid, Damon Salvator...potentially spicy? Idk. The smut I see on here is disturbing to put it lightly. I'd also like to attempt so non-fanfiction content!
          
          I'm looking forward to our next chapter.
          
          All The Love,
          Kae/Kael

KaelPearl

Hello, it has been a while! I had been writing one story, but just this week I had an idea that I haven’t really been able to get out of my head. Please check out my new story, Disheartened! I love ya’ll, thank you for the absolute patience and love. (p.s. the fic is about Yoongi)

Seok_Shame

@KaelPearlkins okay, i'll check it out!
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KaelPearl

I know I’m literally not publishing anything at the moment, but I’m going to stop writing briefly. I knew my parents were having issues but they revealed to me today that my mom has feelings for her best friend and the she’d be moving out today. There’s more details, as there is to every story, but there’s the gist. I’ll write again soon but I just need a moment to breathe.

KaelPearl

@Seok_Shame yeah, of course!
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Seok_Shame

@KaelPearlkins wait, can i pm you?
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KaelPearl

@Seok_Shame she moved back in and literally just dismissed those feelings. LIKE THEY DISAPPEAR??? I’m pissed at her. I won’t look at her. I feel like that was both my parents chance to finally be happy and she took it because she’s scared to be alone. Worst part, she doesn’t even get what she did.
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