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Hey, you will get better just don't give in, Stay Determined, fight through whatever happens know this; Life is trying to beat you down, make you hate yourself but no matter what you have to keep standing back up, wipe away the tears and fight back, eventually, it WILL get better just stand strong and stay determined do what makes you happy not what people expect of you, don't let things get so bad that you can't resolve them yourself, but sometimes you need a friend to help you through things like this, don't be afraid to ask for help, but if you weather the storm then you'll be a better person for it. I feel the same way, I don't really want to keep going but I find relief by doing what makes me happy and I know from experience that if you give in you'll hate yourself, you'll want to hurt yourself, but you can't, you have to stay determined, you have to keep fighting till the end, if you let despair control you, you'll get trapped in hatred and sadness that's why you need to keep fighting through thick and thin, Stay Determined