hi, me. i made this account a while ago. you were nice. i felt happy to have you while i did. i've changed a lot. i know i can't read this in the past, but i wish i could. because there are so many sweet people here. i vented a lot. i feel bad. i needed attention i wasn't getting. you grew. you're a better person. when you tried to kill yourself, i cant imagine how many people would have actually cared. i don't know if anyone will ever know. i feel selfish though. i made multiple accounts with different names to get people's love and acknowledgment. i get that from my parents now. your little sibling/sister (not your brother anymore, she is genderflux) is iffy. sometimes they are nice, sometimes she isn't. you go by Cloud now and you have a great friend you love (like a little sister, but you haven't told her that yet). you are a good person. but i wish you could have had a better time getting people love so you didn't feel the need to turn to the internet for attention. i love you, me. and i'm trying to love me as me currently, too. have faith in me, because i know you did. after all... i was you ;)
- Sincerly, me! <3
