I have a tendency to delete things. I came back to make sure that this account was purged.
All of my new works have been moved to Ao3
I intend to stay on that platform
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I don't regret not being your friend anymore Spy.
This account holds drafts of writing I made at the lowest point in my life. When I was depressed so badly that I couldn't take care of myself, I couldn't shower and I wouldn't change my clothes and I could barely feed myself properly.
Those drafts hold old comments from friends I made in quarantine, some of my only current friends and one of my ex friends.
I do regret the time I spent crying and worrying over what you might say. I do regret the time I spent awake into early mornings worried about your reactions to me. I do regret being friends with you for so long. I do regret giving you a nickname that I only know you by now, rather than what your normal username was.
I regret how important you were to me.
I will not be able to forget you though, so you've made your impact
Positively and negatively
