Hi~
I had a bad day and I kinda.... confessed to my crush. I blocked her, and I never knew how she felt back. I'm too much of a chicken to unblock her, so I'm already thinking of ways to avoid awkwardness.
I'll probably:
A. Avoid her even though I took the same classes with her.
B. Pretend that my "cousin" stole my phone, was grounded for stealing the phone back, and pretending that it never happened. :)
Anyway, the point is, I miss her. She's the love of my life and I don't know what to do without her. I noticed that she avoided me last year, and I know I will never have the chance with her. But I'm happy I'm at least a friend of hers. Even though it lasted for about a couple months. So I wanted to dedicate this song for her. Please give me your honest opinions cause I really want this to be perfect. Thank you~
Missed
By Kai-ren Lee
The last spring I smiled with you
Your face in my future beside my empty soul
I never did it on purpose, but you never knew
Because the pain I felt in my heart is too much for you.
I knew that the spell was running away from me
Dragging you to another place I didn’t know existed
Far away from the moments we shared together
A euphoria that belongs to us alone.
I missed your humor and your smile
I missed your words that lasted for a while.
I missed all those times I spent with you
Wish you’d think the same too.
I’m sorry I let you down
I don’t blame you for not noticing sooner.
I said I want to forget
But you were too close to my heart.
I missed your humor and your smile
I missed your words that lasted for a while.
I missed all those times I spent with you
Wish you’d think the same too.
I remember our favorite song that stayed in our playlists.
Shaping our hands while laughing like a foolish child
I miss you more than my endless nights,
I want you to be with me again.
I missed your humor and your smile
I missed your words that lasted for a while.
I missed all those times I spent with you
Wish you’d think the same too.
