Katie

@jeon_Azalea Of course!

Hello everyone! I'm sorry for disappearing for so long. It's been a rough few months and I just needed a break but I'll try to get back on track for you guys!
          
          Also if anyone is up for an OCxOC rp, dm me!

I am now publishing books on Neobook as well so be sure to follow me on Neobook as well at the link below!
          https://neobook.org/katie55/

No one hears her crying late at night
          No one noticed that those T-shirts turned into hoodies
          No one saw that fake smile o her face
          But they noticed her mistakes
          They saw how she failed that test
          They saw how clumsy she is
          But hey...at least she's pretty...

Hey guys! I won't be active all next week bc I'm sending myself away from my family and hanging with my homies and bf at camp! I swear camp is the highlight of my summer! Anyways stay safe! Love you guys <33!

So the first chapter of The Carzwells 2 will be published later than we thought, school is just too much and everything else going on XxKikoXx and I have decided to work on it over the summer when school is out and we have more time to work on it, so sorry for the waiting but trust me it'll be worth it!

I saw a girl one day, her dirty blonde hair in pigtails. She stared at me with her gorgeous blue eyes, they seemed to shine like crystals in the light. She approached me. "What happened to us?" she asked me. I just shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know...I just kinda lost my way somewhere," I replied. The little girl shook her head as if disappointed in me. "Why do you have scars on your hand," she asked, motioning to my left hand. Again I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know... it is useless anyway so why does it matter?" I replied. The girl shook her head. "Why don't you trust people?" she asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know...I just don't like people," I said. The girl shook her head. "Wrong wrong wrong!" cried the girl. "You lost your sight in life now you don't know how to get back on track, you have scars on your hand because cutting yourself keeps you from killing yourself because it shows how painful it is, and you don't trust anyone because your afraid to be used again, to be lied to and judged," she explained. I stood in silence as a few tears streamed down my face. The little girl grabbed my hands and looked into my teary eyes. "Just because it seems like everyone and the world itself is against you doesn't mean it is, you just got to open and tell people what you feel and why you do what you do, tell them it's not because your stubborn or because you want attention...tell them it's because your lost and you need help, tell them your on the line between life and death it could save you trust me," the girl told me. I nodded then she gave me a tight hug which I quickly excepted. That's when I snapped back to my reality. Sitting at my desk, pencil in hand and earbuds blaring music. I had zoned out into one of my silent therapy sessions, but I think it was probably one of the best ones I'd ever had. Now every night when I go to bed I think to myself..."what happened to me?" and I remember everything the little girl told me.

I laugh a lot bc I cry the most, I'm quiet bc I'm scared to be judged, I'm stubborn because I don't want to be bossed around, I don't trust people because I want to protect myself, I don't like affection bc I don't know how to act when I receive it, I'm tired bc I stay up late overthinking, I'm not clingy bc I'm afraid to be called annoying again, I'm overprotective bc I don't want to lose anyone...take notes bc I ain't gonna admit it face to face

Ayo pray for me ima go ride my bike again hope I don't crash :D

Hey guys guess what? I'm sick! :)