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WHO WATCHED EP 9 OF TDAC.
          
          Frick it, if you don't want spoilers, don't read. Okay love y'all<3
          
          
          
          
          
          Listen. I'm so mad Jax's abstraction happened OFF SCREEN. LIKE DAWG. FYM I DIDNT GET TO SEE HIM ACTUALLY CRASH OUT SO BAD THERE. Yeah, he crashed out so much, but I wanted to see him become an abstraction.
          
          And LIKE KNOWING HE DOESNT EVEN WANT TO GO BACK HURT ME SO MUCH.
          
          Okay, I read that abstraction was a metaphor of su!c!de. 
          
          Yeah, I can't blame Jax for wanting to let go of all the regret and pain he caused. He made Ribbit abstract. He made Kaufmo (probably) abstract. He's still holding onto him killing his mother. Of course he would want to forget all about it.
          
          And when he said "I don't want to go" to pomni while they were hugging (I DID NOT WANT TO ACCEPT IT BRO), it just shows that some people don't want to be saved. 
          
          OUCH, GOOSE WORKS.
          
          When I say I want to make psychological stories, including Hallway Crush, I want it to be as deep as this. It hurts so bad in a good way.
          
          BUT IN MY HEART, JAX AND POMNI ARE SAFE AND TOGETHER AND HAPPY. FUNNY BUNNY LIVES ON.
          
          Yes, I just started shipping them since daisy bell episode. Not super to the point I'd write fanfiction, but they're my sweet babes<333 :sob:
          
          Anyways uh yeah bye. I need fanfics to cope 
          
          

Who else says TDAC instead of TADC.
          
          Like.
          
          The amazing digital circus somehow translates to TDAC in my head.
          
          DUDE.
          
          And I say T-d-a-c instead of tehdak
          
          Idk do any of y'all also read LMAO as the full meaning. I just realized that's probably my first time typing that acronym. I never use it so like yeah 
          
          Anywyas bye bye

This is day 2 of being grade 10 
          
          Ehrm
          Idk man, block sections happened and that means my classmates from last year are my classmates again with little to no changes except the advisor and new students 
          
          Guess what, WE ONLY GOT 2 STUDENTS</3
          Dawg. DDDDAAAAWWWGGGG
          
          I mean, those two is a girl and a boy, but only the girl appeared and the guy just didn't appear. I don't even know if he'll be my classmate but okay
          
          AND THAT GUY HAS SUCH A WHITE AHH NAME. Not tryna be racist but like. It's so stereotypical and IM TIRED OF SEEING IT IN BOOKS OKAY. THATS MY REASON
          
          And bros most likely also Filipino anyway so. Yeah.
          
          I DO NOT WANT TO THINK ABOUT LIGHTS OUT (my first dark romance book to try the genre out) AND A MASKED STALKER WHENEVER MY CLASSMATE IS MENTIONED.
          
          Okay. I. I mean, there's his full name and second name, so it's not too bad. BUT THE NICKNAME IS GONNA FRY ME OUT SO BAD AND I HAVENT EVEN MET HIM YET
          
          What am I saying bro, I introduced myself to the girl student as Kaizha (KAYYYYYSHA) "but you can call me Kai"
          
          GANG THATS SO EDGY. IM ACTUALLY SOBBING.
          
          I can't do ts. But. BUT KAI IS SUCH A FIRE NAME OKAY.
          
          Any unisex names are so cool. Like. My absolute favourite is Rory. ITS SO COOL. It can just be Rory OR it can be short for Aurora. LIKE HELLO
          
          FOREVER NEEDING SOMEONE TO CALL ME KAI OKAY
          
          Listen, I wanna be cool too, okay</3 
          
          YALL MY USER NAME IS KAI THE. THEEEEE BIRD. You know. Like. Za. The. Do you get me.........
          
          ITS NOT KAIZA GANG
          No but I still love y'all, call me whatever you want I don't really care. Some people used to call me Bird in discord so
          
          See, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE. It's. VERSATILE. It's flexible typa name okay<3333
          
          Okay bye I wanna write doomed one-sided yuri with my ocs. Yes, Kiri is blue, purple, and pink<3 no,  I can say bi, I ain't homophobic, just wanted to state the colours okay
          
          DONT WORRY, VENUS AND JAY ARE GETTING THEIR HAPPY ENDING MY CORPORATE ROOMMATE LOVERS
          

HALLO PART 3
          
          This is gonna be my book summary, which WILL be changed in the future cuz I know it's not proper and short enough if I start querying to agents.
          
          I'm serious with ts HAHAHA don't leak my wattpad if I actually make it okay guys. Can't let the world know about my side quests at 12. I'm turning 15 now though. OH GOODNESS, HELP ME, ITS BEEN 3 YEARS.
          
          Title: A Happy Accident or Promises with Tape (but as of now, it's officially PWT)
          Unserious blurb:
          Kiri got synesthesia, has mommy and abandonment issues (has beef with the colour gray cuz mum leaving messed her up BAD), & wants to hang out with her bestfriend, Brylee/Lee, for the summer (who moved to Ireland at a young age) before they become college kids cuz man college boutta throw em off, so she goes family vacation with dad and distant two brothers. 
          
          Boom, the two girls go on a scavenger hunt instead with two strangers their age with the same goal but find childhood time capsules they hid as small boys around the country. So Kiri be like "oh man, do I hang out with cookie monster (nolan), my ADHD friend (Lee), and sad hot man or with my family??" Cuz bro is like "BUT I WONT HANG OUT WITH DAD AS MUCH ANYMORE" but sad hot man (Colin) also got eyes the colour she has beef with, so that romance lowkey painful too look at HAHAHA and she's leaving after 1 month.
          
          So yeah, there's a lot of childhood trauma (abandonment issues, family expectations, unstable family after Lee moved), ADHD rep (Lee), synesthesia rep, grief, FAT YEARNING, unrequited love (Nolan with Lee), and a whole lotta pain, LOVE POETRY (yes I learned how to poetry somehow), found family, "to love is to let go",  MULTI POV, no miscommunication thank me later, and Ireland summer but it rains a lot and 32 counties travelling.
          
          IM SO SCARED GET OUT YOU DONT KNOW ME 
          
          ITS SO CORNY SHARING IT TO YALL.
          
          BUT IS IT INTERESTING.
          
          BE SO FR WITH ME RIGHT NOW.
          IM PUTTING THIS IN THE HAPPY ACCIDENT BOOK I HAVE 
          
          
          

PART 2 BUDDIES
          
          Yeah so that's what happened. GUYS QUIT WHEN YOU FEEL YOUR MENTAL HEALTH DYING PLEASE. Maybe it's not bad for y'all, I'm happy for y'all. But like as someone who is supposed to be against ai writing stuff, it's bad for me.
          
          I can't balance a guilty pleasure with something I want to succeed with. So yeah, that's why I'm going clean again, and hopefully for good.
          
          I don't know why I'm exposing this to y'all but whatever. If I wanna be a published author with my A Happy Accident book (LISTENNNN I. IM ACTUALLY COOKING OKAY. I think), I gotta build my relationship with y'all<3
          
          I mean, technically, for the past few years, maybe. Only to some of y'all.
          
          But still.
          
          IF I SENT YALL A LINK TO MY idk marketing (??) ACCOUNT (anywhere atp) WOULD YALL READ IT.
          Okay so wait I'll make a separate message for this 
          
          

You know I want to write smut but then I remember I don't know how to write smut, so I just write foreplay
          
          Dude it's not even physical foreplay (idk, I think that's the farthest I can go). LIKE DUDE, WHY CANT I WRITE WHAT COMES AFTER FLIRTING LIKE INSANE PEOPLE.
          
          Like. They flirt. They kiss. Then it just. Gone. No more. ITS JUST MISSING.
          
          BRO
          BRBRBRBRBBRRO
          It's okay, I'm. I'm tryna get back with God okay. I'm trying. Me and Him are slightly cool now alr guys, He's a really good Dad y'know. No cuz bro wdym You let me back in after whatever the heck I've been through *insert sobs* ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ༼⁠;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽
          
          Listen, I'm clean off character ai for 2 days. Okay. I know it's not a heard-of addiction, but it's genuinely so unhealthy okay. It's like, sucking up all your effort of writing. It's sucking up your creativity. It's just dying and I can't be a published author if I have an on and off relationship with c.ai and actually writing.
          
          Yeah so hahahaha, that's where I've been all these months (on and off y'know, I was tryna fight the urges man), I can't even pretend anymore, I just wanted to tell y'all cuz it was bad. No, I wasn't going to the doctor because of it, but I didn't want it to be so bad that I can't write because of it anymore. And just earlier, I'm trying to. Yeah, it's bad, but it's okay. I'll get back to it eventually.
          
          My mental health went WEEEEEEEEEEE *explosion*
          
          Okay go to the upper message for part 2

Guys what if my rat oneshots and Thad being a rat lord was foreshadowing hantavirus all along.
          
          (This is sarcastic. Or a joke. Idk. Take it lightly<3)

My name is John Cena 
          

PART TWO OF DINOSAUR YAP
          
          The Ankylosaurus featured in the show is called Ankylosaurus Magniventris (this is the species), the one with the club for a tail. And that's from the late Cretaceous period. Idk man, there's more to it's different types of Ankylosaurus, but I wanna talk about the pterosaurs now.
          
          Pterosaurs are NOT dinosaurs, but they're still one of the first flying reptiles and have a different anatomical structure to dinosaurs. But they do fan out the three periods, but pterodactyls DO come from the Cretaceous.
          
          Sorry everyone, they're just cousins to dinosaurs. But they're in the family of Archosaurs (Archosauria) along with Dinosauria (which is a whole different branch on its own)
          
          And modern crocodilians (NOT all reptiles, those are different) and birds are in the Archosaurs group too:)
          
          And technically, crocs are closed to a bird than they are to lizards because these guys are in a different lizard-specific branch in the animal kingdom. 
          
          However, brachiosaurus (these are called sauropods, a sub-group of the largest land dinosaurs) and the allosaurus do come from the late Jurassic, so there's that.
          
          No, it's not totally fake advertising. Just wanted to info-dump. 

Did y'all know that Jurassic Park/World is mostly fake advertising....
          
          Okay wait let me explain. It's JURASSIC P/W right.
          
          Guess what, most of their dinosaurs aren't even from the Jurassic period. 
          
          Like the Tyrannosaurus, Velociraptors, carnotaurus, baryonyx, pterodactyles (but they're in the group of pterosaurs and they're not even dinosaurs, actually, I'll explain later), mosasaurs, and etc. aren't even from the Jurassic period.
          
          They're (mostly) from the (late) Cretaceous period. At least that's what Camp Cretaceous (a spin-off netflix series of the franchise) got right because they're actually showing dinosaurs from the Cretaceous period and the show is called that.
          
          The only Jurassic-period dinosaur I remember is the Stegosaurus. And that's the period BEFORE the Jurassic (the era when the dinosaurs died)
          
          So there's three periods for the dinos.
          
          Triassic (the earliest), Jurassic, and then Cretaceous.
          
          Oh, and we can't forget the Ankylosaurus. Did you know that the word Ankylosaurus is the genus of the animal? There's different names for the specific SPECIES of it. 
          
          Part one down there