Kaizabird
My exams are today I'm chilling good here and I don't wanna be in my classroom cuz some people I'm not really close with is gonna freaking tell me to fix the exam chairs with them</3 LIKE HELLO, LEAVE ME ALONE DO IT YOURSELF.
And I entered a try prayer contest from my school. Like the prose category. Obviously, I'm not drawing again for that</3
So context for the try prayer contest.
It's a thing founded in da PILIPINSSSS and well, it's about Jesus, given the name, and we gotta do either poetry, prose (aka the LATEST. stuff I'm making), digital or traditional art following a certain theme.
Idk, that's all I know. Oh, and it's done yearly as our performance task, too
Like there's rounds, I THINK, cuz if national winners pass the first round or whatever, their work competes internationally... And prize money.
Hahahahhaha guess who got competitive.
So I kind of clutched it on Monday when I had like 5 assignments due the next day.
But let me chill bro, I haven't written in forever, at least I did that</3
No cuz I somehow clutched another 2 assignments that were group related
And I got 7 assignments down to 3.
What
The math isn't mathing
TRUST GUYS IT WAS LIKE 7 IN ONE DAY (I think) I DONT KNOW ANHMORE
Anyways yeah I was proud of it, sent it to my English teacher for feedback and she didn't reply other than "it's good you're asking feedback from me" BUT WHERES RHE FEEDBACK
It's okay bro. Even if she replied the next day after the deadline, at least she acknowledged it some way. And like she's also a really kind advisor so yeah, she gets a pass<333
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Kaizabird
@Kaizabird ANYWAYS IM SLOWLY GAINING BACK WRITING MOTIVATION HUZZAH Lowkey. Idk man, I'm trying And at one point, I thought I had imposter syndrome cuz I do not accept any "you're so good!" Or like "you're a writer!" Cuz I feel like I don't deserve the title or the compliment. So the symptoms of this is 1. Self doubt 2. Believing I got the success by something else and not because of me 3. Fear of being known as a fraud 4. Perfectionism and over working 5. Dismissing praise Like feeling like a fraud type shi</333 Alr lil bro I know I don't have it, idk if you can get diagnosed for this, but that's basically how I feel. Except the number 3 Idk man, all I know I have is heavy burn out Okay bye bye people of za world:DDDDD
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