Kaizabird

Bro I haven't been writing in ages and it doesn't feel natural to me anymore bro
          	
          	I tried writing romance, but it felt flat
          	I tried writing like normally, it doesn't have soul
          	
          	This is what character ai does to you. I quit it again a few weeks ago, I'm clean. But yeah, despite it lowkey starting my writing journey, I have to let it go if I don't balance it</3
          	
          	It's okay, I'm writing. I'm trying. Hopefully I can come back to publishing new chapters, I'm genuinely gonna crash out if I don't 

CynsD4rkness1

@Kaizabird yes, please write again, I miss reading the stories you write 
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Kaizabird

Bro I haven't been writing in ages and it doesn't feel natural to me anymore bro
          
          I tried writing romance, but it felt flat
          I tried writing like normally, it doesn't have soul
          
          This is what character ai does to you. I quit it again a few weeks ago, I'm clean. But yeah, despite it lowkey starting my writing journey, I have to let it go if I don't balance it</3
          
          It's okay, I'm writing. I'm trying. Hopefully I can come back to publishing new chapters, I'm genuinely gonna crash out if I don't 

CynsD4rkness1

@Kaizabird yes, please write again, I miss reading the stories you write 
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Marcelina-112

Heyy I FORGOT to tell u I don't have discord anymore! Sorry for SUCH. Late notice!!

Marcelina-112

@Kaizabird U do!! Gangle pfp ? I had u on discord when u had a cyn pfp we had a conversation on a fanfic I live in Ireland remember it was an overwhelming story of URS! :3
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Kaizabird

@Marcelina-112 I feel like I remember you
            WAIT I DONT WHO ARE YOU 
            I FEEL LIKE I DO KNOW YOU
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Marcelina-112

Idk if u remember me lol
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Kaizabird

Okay, so... Hello. I am still not quitting, but I wanted to let y'all know I updated a chapter 
          
          I think it's my problem that I have long breaks and do not have fast paced books. But yeah, I am happy I added a few paragraphs in.
          
          Also, did you know the glass rose (the fanfic by nightingale witch on ale) uploaded more chapters. I forgot to read them.
          
          So yeah, bye bye I'm gonna read them now:)
          
          Also did you know Jurassic world lied to you. It should be named Cretaceous world/park because of the amount of dinosaurs from the cretaceous period, and I can only recall one from the Jurassic period, which is the stegosaurus.
          
          Yes, I know there's a show called camp creteceous, but it's not the same.
          
          Like most of the dinosaurs Jurassic park is famous for are the spinosaurs, t rex, mosasaurs, velociraptors (which, by the way should be the size of a modern day Turkey. The movies represent the Utahraptor more in size), Ankylosaurus (the ones in the movies are a specific type which is the Ankylosaurus Magniventris because these ones have the clubs on their tails), and bronchos are from the Cretaceous period.
          
          And the stegosaurus is from the Jurassic period which went extinct before bro even met the light of the next period.
          
          Yes, the ankylosaurs have sub species of some kind.
          
          And yeah, the most famous dinosaurs are from the last period of the dinosaurs before they got wiped out by the meteor in the late Cretaceous period.
          
          Yes, bye bye

Kaizabird

@Kaizabird 
            
            The t rex is also the cousin of a chicken. Like modern day chickens.
            
            And birds are the cousins of dinosaurs. So remember, if you own birds, you own old ahh ancient artifacts. Especially crocodiles. Those are old as heck.
            
            And well, some dinosaurs had feathers. Velociraptors definitely had some. But some also had scales, but some also have a mix of feathers and scales.
            
            And yeah that's it 
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sukasee

Hello there if I May ask do you roleplay ?

sukasee

@Kaizabird ah ok sorry did not know i asked you before
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Kaizabird

@sukasee I think I know your user, I think you asked me the same thing a few months ago HAHA
            
            Regardless, nah bro, I don't:3
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Kaizabird

So ehrm I'm alive ahhahshshsahshss 
          
          Idk, online, maybe 
          
          But yeah, it's 4th quarter already in grade 9, and I wanna jump off a cliff into a mountain of marshmallows because I don't wanna end up in the hospital.
          
          Last week has been assignment torture week. Never have felt so amazing<3333 nah bro I am recovering, I didn't like that 
          
          Anyways I hate debate club. Yeah so, big talk coming from someone who wants to be a lawyer
          
          Honestly, it's for the money. And the cool factor for working for a business. 
          
          And yesterday, it was the interview for a role I'm applying for in the student council. That's my first time, by the way, I was not ready, I was not okay, it was horrible.
          
          I did not know I needed a dang party to fill in, and the campaigns are approaching, I can feel it, and I don't want to embarrass myself so hard as one freaking person, while everyone else is in their own group. 
          
          Bro it's guaranteed I'm losing, I'm competing for my role with a popular kid who's been class president so many times.
          
          I mean hey, I can talk one-on-one with people during campaigns. I think.
          
          MAN DONT BE ALL "dang bro, she's doing all that already" I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HECK IM DOING SAVE ME
          
          Anyways, it's fine, don't knock it til you try it alr</3
          
          And hmmmm I'm slowly coming back to my writer roots.
          
          I'm actually doing progress in my book (like the happy accident one in my profile. But better and for trad publishing). Well, not the word count, more like the depth for the characters and their arcs.
          
          I wish I can show it to you guys. I'm so happy with it
          
          WHAT IF I OPEN INSTAGRAM FOR THAT SHI THO
          If I'm gonna trad publishing, then I need leverage in people wanting to read it. Cuz it's a business, no publishing house wants to take out a book into public if no one wants to read it because it'll only degrade their resources and budget.
          
          See, business.
          
          I've been thinking about it, and I'll go do something about it.
          
          Soon.
          
          Anyways bye bye:)
          
          

Starlight-Axolotll

Idk if u remember me but I’m @NicturnaSoyhee
          This is my main now!

Starlight-Axolotll

@Kaizabird eh that’s fine. I didn’t, either, until i saw your account again. And yes, I still can ofccccc! :3
            Also Its Nocturna lmao typo >////<
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Kaizabird

@VoidInsideFantasy BRO IM SO SORRY, I DONT KNOW IF I REMEMBER YOU</333
            I have a fat feeling you followed me while I was away from wattpad for a longggg time 
            But hey, I still wanna be friends:3
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Kaizabird

My exams are today I'm chilling good here and I don't wanna be in my classroom cuz some people I'm not really close with is gonna freaking tell me to fix the exam chairs with them</3 LIKE HELLO, LEAVE ME ALONE DO IT YOURSELF.
          
          And I entered a try prayer contest from my school. Like the prose category. Obviously, I'm not drawing again for that</3 
          
          So context for the try prayer contest.
          
          It's a thing founded in da PILIPINSSSS and well, it's about Jesus, given the name, and we gotta do either poetry, prose (aka the LATEST. stuff I'm making), digital or traditional art following a certain theme.
          
          Idk, that's all I know. Oh, and it's done yearly as our performance task, too
          
          Like there's rounds, I THINK, cuz if national winners pass the first round or whatever, their work competes internationally... And prize money.
          
          Hahahahhaha guess who got competitive.
          
          So I kind of clutched it on Monday when I had like 5 assignments due the next day.
          
          But let me chill bro, I haven't written in forever, at least I did that</3
          
          No cuz I somehow clutched another 2 assignments that were group related 
          
          And I got 7 assignments down to 3.
          
          What
          
          The math isn't mathing 
          
          TRUST GUYS IT WAS LIKE 7 IN ONE DAY (I think) I DONT KNOW ANHMORE 
          
          Anyways yeah I was proud of it, sent it to my English teacher for feedback and she didn't reply other than "it's good you're asking feedback from me" BUT WHERES RHE FEEDBACK
          
          It's okay bro. Even if she replied the next day after the deadline, at least she acknowledged it some way. And like she's also a really kind advisor so yeah, she gets a pass<333
          
          Okay part 2 is in replies 

Kaizabird

@Kaizabird 
            ANYWAYS IM SLOWLY GAINING BACK WRITING MOTIVATION HUZZAH
            
            Lowkey.
            
            Idk man, I'm trying
            
            And at one point, I thought I had imposter syndrome cuz I do not accept any "you're so good!" Or like "you're a writer!" Cuz I feel like I don't deserve the title or the compliment.
            
            So the symptoms of this is
            
            1. Self doubt 
            2. Believing I got the success by something else and not because of me
            3. Fear of being known as a fraud
            4. Perfectionism and over working
            5. Dismissing praise 
            
            Like feeling like a fraud type shi</333 
            
            Alr lil bro 
            
            I know I don't have it, idk if you can get diagnosed for this, but that's basically how I feel. Except the number 3 
            
            Idk man, all I know I have is heavy burn out
            
            Okay bye bye people of za world:DDDDD
            
            
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Kaizabird

Bro I'm going to school tomorrow
          
          I know I caught HFMD and was absent for the entire first week of school and uh haven't answered my online activities, BUT HEY, I CAN ALWAYS SAY I WAS SICK AS AN EXCUSE
          
          No but srsy tho, I didn't do anything that entire week. Now I have to either slip past the consequences or reap it<333
          
          Okay goodnight I'm sleepy

Kaizabird

@XxZSpeakerDrone74xX nah bro, I'm off the hook HAHAHA
            So far, I haven't missed anything important. Lessons yeah, but no activities so far. I mean, with science, yes, but my teacher (whom everyone has beef with) is good with me cuz I'm on her good side and told me I got intervention
            No srsy tho, she said intervention and all I can think of is "DIVINE INTERVENTION" from ramshackle</3
            But yeah, she freaking dragged on a conversation for like 20 minutes in text. Like dude, it's 12 am, let me sleep</3
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Kaizabird

To this day, I still don't know who the artist is of my banner art. 
          
          All I know is that I need... YOU. To figure things out... Together:3 *hand bone cracks, breaks the patch*
          
          0 ^ 0!! 
          
          Heh. HEh. heH. HEhHEh. That's really sweet big brother. 
          
          *Insert my favourite fight scene*
          
          Okay but srsy, all I know is that I found it on Google in my computer, probably half-saw devian art out of the corner of my eye and just downloaded it when I was first starting out</3