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Pengen re-read si dewi hujan wkwkwk

Menjalani hidup dengan setengah-setengah. 
          
          
          Setengah ambis dan setengahnya lagi mati rasa. 
          
          
          Hidup gini amat ya, kalau gak semangat ya abis itu putus asa. 

Candor Re-published, Completely move dari akun lama ke sini. 
          
          
          
          Anyways, have a good day.. 

Nanti pas weekend, orang gila ini mau publish cerita yang ada di kandangnya lagi. 
          
          
          And then siapa tau semuanya kelar aja dengan tulisan end sampai 2025.

Membludak work yang berdebu sejak jaman covid wkwkwk. 
          
          Kesambet apa di publish semua dari kandang ini wkwkwk. 

Welcome home!!!!♡♡♡♡

Pengen hidup males-malesan. 
          
          Pengen nyerah tapi masih inget.... 
          
          
          Kalau ada Mekkah
          
          Ada Swiss
          
          Ada Korea
          
          Ada Norwegia
          
          Ada Australia
          
          Dan lain-lain. 
          
          
          Dan SEKETIKA AKAN KUTAHAN RASA MALAS KU. 
          
          
          KEINGINAN MENYERAHKU. 
          
          
          
          HAYUKKK SEMANGATTT

God, I dunno what to say. I'm clueless, lack of trusting other people. I'm too defensive for myself just because I don't want to get hurt so bad. 
          
          
          I don't want to get others in burden, so me either. 
          
          
          Am i a sinner? I've been thinking too much about this thing for so long. 
          
          
          Am i a sinner? 
          
          I don't want to get married. I dunno, I don't think that I can love someone or giving my love or my life. 
          
          I don't trust other people cause I don't trust myself. 
          
          I'm not ready yet for everything. 
          
          I think it's better for me just to be single. 
          
          No need to think about love life, no need to be worry about love and all of them. 
          
          I just, I don't want to get hurt. I'm not ready. 
          
          I'm still young. I'm just 25 years old. I think that living in this cruel society doesnt suit for me. 
          
          Even after this, I'm still struggle for everything being responsible. 
          
          BEING RESPONSIBLE IS HARD. 
          
          
          

Ya Allah, nyari mas tukang kayu yang modelan seperti Rimba dimana ya? :b
          
          Mau request satu :)

Huwaaaa comeback dong auto baca niiii~ semangat kaktus-nim~