† Kale †

I’ve struggled with mental health since I was a child and I thought it was getting better but it’s not. I’m so so sorry I haven’t updated- I want to so badly, but some days I can’t even get up out of bed. I’m so tired y’all. Writing used to be an escape for me but it’s so hard to try and write a love story when I don’t believe in love at all anymore. 
          I’m sorry 

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The fact that Tate is still getting read to this day makes my inner child feel like it was all worth it. 
          
          Thank you to everyone who has taken the time to read my works. I have so much love for all of you. My mental health has been on the up and down for years. I’m just barely finding my way back to the optimistic 15 year old who started these stories as I am now 21. That girl believed in true love and I lost that along the way. I’m slowly starting to feel like…. me again.
          
          CPTSD and BPD have had a vice like grip on my feelings and I couldn’t find it in me to keep writing. However, I have more time now as I am no longer working two jobs. I feel called by spirit to continue. I believe in myself again. 
          
          I will continue it’s just been difficult knowing how to start again. Any memory of how my stories were to pan out has escaped my mind after abusing substances in order to forget my past trauma. 
          
          Thank you again, hopefully I will continue by next year. 

Ily

Go read “Depression” on my second account @tatestokeep .Truly my best work in my opinion. I wish I could finish it 

I hope one day I can be the writer I used to be. So many things have happened since I joined this website. I feel so distant from the person I was when I started my books. I’m sorry that I haven’t found the drive to finish any of them. It kills me inside sometimes. I’ll get back to that person someday. I can’t say I’ll ever finish Tate but I’ll do my best. 
          
          Mental health has always been a huge roll in why I haven’t been motivated to keep writing but I am understanding myself so much better lately. Not in the same toxic mindset as I used to be. I hope to start writing again by next year. Much love. Stay safe 

Tate reminds me of Pete Davidson from The King of Staten Island 

When is the next TATE update

Its been a long time since ive read Tate but ive noticed some of the side notes you included and first of all I hope youre doing well and I hope youre in a healthier happier better mindset. I know what its like to have depression and its terrible. Also I freaking love her she’s awesome every bit of her personality. I dont even know you nor do i have the right and im proud of you!!!!

Existence is pain.