KalleyWoodWrites

Sometimes writing a post on your wall and deleting your work is enough to clear your writer's block..

KalleyWoodWrites

So, I WAS going to write a quick Christmas story: "Just This Christmas" for you, but I got the idea really late, and I'm not in the holiday spirit, and I have writers block, and no one will really read it, and a million other reasons. So, I guess that whole deal is off, HOWEVER I will be back on Wattad and writing more!!
          
          Love yall!
          -Kalley

KalleyWoodWrites

My head hurts. I need sleep. I wrote a really long post and then clicked into something else which made my hard work disappear :<. It's okay, a few strong sentences are always better than weak paragraphs. It's almost been a year that I've been on Wattpad and I'm really happy about that (even though I've only gotten 6 followers - still okay). Still working on the first story I've ever created even though such occurrences are rare. Still updating my vent book sometimes. And still starting random book ideas and abandoning them so they can sit and sulk in my crowded drafts. Love you guys and love this app. Even if there aren't many of you and I forget it exists very often. Off-topic - I need sleep.

KalleyWoodWrites

Happy 4th of July! 
          Anyway, I woke up early this morning and wrote in my journal. I don't know necessarily why, but I have a strong urge to share it with you who are there. Followers, visitors, etc. Whoever looks and/or whoever cares, I guess I mean. 
          
          1:23 am | I think if I were to go, to once and for all take my life, commit suicide...the person who it'd hurt the most wouldn't be my sister, my mother, my father, or anyone in my family. It'd be Braiden (known as "the one" in Teacup). Because this early morning my brain sparked and realized something I've been trying to realize for what feels like forever. Whether he'll admit it or not - to himself or to me - I mean the world to Braiden. Another thing, he'd blame himself. 100%
          
          1:27 am | "Not only did he not want to believe, he knew sure as hell it was coming, yet was too scared to help." A line that's been repeating in my brain for the past thirty minutes. 
          
          1:29 am | I'm sorry Braiden. Because if I try, I won't. Because my mind will replay each and every memory I have of you. And I'll cry. Because I god damn love you and I know it will hurt: a feeling I've caused to you enough already. 
          
          1:32 am | So not goodbye, but "Good night, cruel world." Because I'm not ready to wake up..
          
          Yet.
          
          1:42 am |
          He'd blame himself.
          He'd visit and leave something
          Maybe not flowers.
          But love.
          And sadness.
          Because it'd burn like hell to hear
          such news.
          He'd cry until his eyes burned.
          He'd then sleep
          wake
          and cry again.
          It'd rip his heart 
          out of his chest.
          Not because it was romance
          or even close to that.
          But because it was friendship.
          "Friendship love."
          Which in some cases - in OUR case...
          is stronger than any other.
          
          1:51 am |
          "I love you"
          "I saved you"
          "I killed you"
          "I miss you"
          
          ...
          
          I hope you are all well. Happy fourth of July.
          
          My "cope" book:
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/372304633-teacup

xoxo_aysh

Hey Please give a try to my story https://www.wattpad.com/story/360338551?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=AsssssP
          We can support each other what do you say?

xoxo_aysh

@KalleyWoodWrites thank you so much for reading it
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KalleyWoodWrites

@AsssssP Love this book so far ❤ I haven't finished what's written yet but it's great from what I've read!
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KalleyWoodWrites

BOOK UPDATE⭐
          Hello! I feel like a ray of sunshine this morning☀
          I have a new book coming soon! 
          It's called "Books of Love" and this will probably be my best book yet! (Even though I haven't really published many books yet, let alone gotten very far in them‍)
          The first chapter (AHEM Prologue ) is coming on March 10th, 2024 at midnight! 
          I hope you have a fabulous day! Amazing week! And even better month! ❤
          Love yall!