@KamateTakashiro
I know I haven't been the most consistent of writers, but I'm hoping to get better at that. It's just sometimes I have to take time and figure myself out, while trying to figure out what to do, you know? So, I will be trying to publish a chapter for two books once I name them, and actually get the chapters done, but I will try to be consistent as to when I post them. I am working on a lot of projects right now. Do expect updates for my poetry book as well.
I looked out my window at the moon, and I thought, “I wish I had a moon.” Because then maybe it shine even at night, when it’s dark and cold because the moon is always shining because of the sun, but the sun isn’t always around. I want something tangible that I can hold onto forever, so that there was something I wasn’t afraid of losing, something that I would know would always be there, but people can’t own moons. Not unless they are very rich and don’t have a lot of common sense. In a sense, though, I guess I could say that “he” is my moon. Something that doesn’t wholly shine, but is always there even when overrun by something brighter and better. Nothing is better than the moon though. I don’t know why I wanted to share this. I just felt like someone would be interested.
TEENAGERS SCARE THE LIVING SH*T OUT OF ME. THEY COULD CARE LESS AS LONG AS SOMEONE WILL BLEED.
I'm a smol bean now. My bestie is taller than me.
Its emotional rant time now. Even if no one cares. I wish I was good enough. There's so much people don't know about me and so they assume I'm making assumptions, not talking from experience. They think I'm sad for no reason, but really they don't know a thing about my life. They think I'm a perfect girl with a perfect life, but I'm none of those things. My life isn't perfect. They think I know everything, and are disappointed when I don't. Everyone makes these assumptions about me.
@KamateTakashiro Again, they assume. You just have to learn to build a shield for yourself that can defend against the pain that other people inflict upon you. Never take it personally. Remember, they don't know you as well as you do. They just think they do.
I just don't understand why they have to choose me of all people. They have to choose someone so docile and submissive to hurt. Why?
Life is just so not worth it right now.
I want to melt on a polar icecap
For me it is official friend appreciation day, so shout out to all the peoples that are my friends. Thanks for being my friend!
I love cookies. Especially chocolate chip ones. I don't know how I could live without them.
So literally I'm up write now writing terrible poetry going on about metaphors that make no sense all the while the tears are flowing down my face and onto the pages were I have written the rambles I call poetry and metaphorically sound metaphors.
