⚡️Kaminari Denki⚡️

Hi are you continuing your stories please

So I'm finally back! And I've got an update since its been a hell of a while. I've figured out my pronouns are now he/They and I've also figured out my name. It's Kami! I'm starting to get back to writing my book, and hopefully I can get this rolling again! Hope you're all doing well, especially with this tough year.
          
          Stay strong, Kami

Does anyone actually still read my book? If not I might just discontinue it for a while and start a new one

So I finally uploaded part 19, I’m sorry updates have taken so long, there is so much going on but I promise I won’t abandon this story

Okay so I wrote a huge para and it deleted and now I’m pissed. Anyway
          I’m here, I’m alive, and I’m so sorry for disappearing. There’s some really hard shit going on right now and honestly, as much as I smile to the people I talk to, I am not coping. Not healthily and not safely. For the last couple of days, it’s been easier because I’ve been constantly talking to my friend. I call them my younger sibling. The fact that I make them smile and laugh that much makes a lot of this easier, especially over calls, because I know I can’t let them see that. They won’t see this but they should know they’re amazing and loved and just all round pure and precious. Once I’m able to break out of these habits I’ve got I should be able to keep writing Young Blood. I may also write a Shinkami fic, because Denki and it will also have the story behind my @ worked into it somehow. I’m also considering writing a diary thing, so that anyone who needs support knows what I’ve been through and hopefully feels like they can trust me. Sorry if this doesn’t make sense, I’ve not slept in days and today I passed out which wasn’t fun either
          
          I love you all, stay strong
          Love, CottonCandyKaminari, formally AmbieBambi394 

ITS MARCH 25TH! ITS MY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! I MADE IT TO 17! And I couldn’t have done it without some of you guys. You picked me up when I was down and gave me a reason to keep going. I can’t just leave you hanging with my story! Thank you all so much and have a wonderful day! I love you all

Personal Update:
          Things might be running slightly slow, or they may happen faster. I honestly couldn’t tell you at the moment. This has taken a lot to say but I feel like people deserve to know why things are the way they are. I’m currently in a bad place mentally. I’ve lost yet another close friend to suicide, I’ve lost my whole family except a few cousins and honestly everything seems bleak. I’ve survived multiple suicide attempts and I’m happy I survived. Or I was. I’m struggling with eating and keeping my head up. It feels like I’m drowning. A warning: My stories might get darker as the way I write usually represents something I’ve been through or how I’m feeling mentally. But yea. I’m here for anyone who needs me, never be afraid to message. I answer everyone. 
          
          Stay strong, I love you   -AmbieBambi394 

Sorry updates taking so long. I’ve got writers block. If I’m ever taking more than a few days, message me and pester me to update, it’ll probably give me inspiration lol
          
          Smile, you’re worth it, and you’re beautiful, and I love you -AmbieBambi394 

Young Blood is almost at 1k reads like.... woah... thank you all so much, I love you all
          
          ~~AmbieBambi394 

Sometimes I wonder if I’m gonna make it to my 17th, let alone my 18th or 21st