Aohime Kaminari

Guess who already cried on their third day of college (preparation course!!!)? 

Okay coool cool cool no doubt
          
          I should spend less time on the internet and stop reading Instagram comments. Just saw a post about fanfiction writing and read the comments and now I feel like shit because everyone hates us and calls our writing not real writing. Cool. DUDE I FUCKIN KNOW HOW TO CREATE WORLDS AND BUILD STORIES, I HAVE A BUNCH OF THEM IN MY DRAWER. I just prefer to publish pieces I actually wrote out and finished because I fell in love with fictional characters and that love kept me writing. 
          
          (Also in my native language I am better at phrasing than in English and write poetry too) 

Sorry people, I just have a really bad block writing y Clemont xReader story. As my writing changes over time I have the same bad feeling looking at the previous chapters as when I look at old drawings. And I am less trained at working with old texts than at working with old drrawings.
          Does anyone know a way to deal with this?

I just published the firt chapter of my Percy Weasley Love Story. It is 23:47 here. What the hell am I doing.
          I wrote like 20% during the day und now at night the rest and edited. 
          tired

Last night I had a sudden inspiration for a mystic messenger lemon, wrote and posted it and now I hope for one tonight too.
          It was so much fun to write yesterday!
          
          Btw check out my new Lemon book with the MM Saeyoung lemon! 

I've not left wattpad or anything! I just didn't update my stories because I'm busy with school! I'm in my final year of high school and have some mental health problems so it's really hard for me. But in April I'll have finished and will update.
          Also a friend of mine started playing mystic messenger and gave me an idea for a mystic messenger one shot ^-^

Yay I was invited to a party!!!
          Of 'normal' high school people!
          My childhood friend who I used to train with until last week invited me to her birthday party!
          
          As over 80 people are invited and it involves alcohol and loud music too, I won't go, but I am really thankful for the invitation. I don't like places with many people, it takes so damn much energy away from me.
          
          I thanked her for the invitation and she said she knew that I probably wouldn't come but wanted to invite me and is happy that being invited made me feel good :D

Shit I sent an email to my crush and am going crazy now
          I should stop doing this
          I bet I'm just bothering him
          I'll have trouble to sleep if he doesn't text me back this evening -_-
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          Unless....I continue watching free! Iwatobi swim club

Lol I told my closest friend that I have a crush on a guy at school who my girl friends hate.
          He started listing a bunch of guys and started ofc with my crush.
          He knows me so well XD

I think I had a genius idea lol
          
          I'll buy myself an oversized 707's cosplay jacket! (707 = Saeyoung Choi from mystic messenger)
          Last time I wore an oversized pullover I was asked if I borrowed it from a boy. This time I'll say:
          "Yes, it's my boyfriend's!"
          
          My girl friends who know mystic messenger will know who I'm talking about and smile while the others are like 'wait what since when does that odd nerd girl have a boyfriend'