Kangyumn

I’ll try to update this week, if kaya ko. I’m mentallly drained, hindi ko maisulat ng maayos yung ginagawa ko. So please wait for the update. Thank u!!

Kangyumn

I'll try to update this week, if kaya ko. I am full of worksheets and modules, and hindi ko alam kung bakit ako tinatamad. Naiinis ako sa sarili dahil kung kailan kailangan kong gumalaw-galaw, tsaka pa ako nag kaka gan'to. I'm really thankful for enhypen! Dahil sila ang dahilan ko para ipagpatuloy lahat ng gusto ko, they are one of my inspirations to keep going. So kudos to all students working so hard out there. Whatever you're feeling now, it is VALID. Pause. Take a break and rest. Things maybe hard, but y'all are not alone, ok? so go easy on yourself, Y'all are doing just fine. I'm here, already proud of u, be proud of yourself too. There's alot of people rooting and caring for you. So please take care, everyone. 
          
          
          
          
          Padayon!

Kangyumn

Just random 11:00 pm thoughts.
          
          
          
          
          Napapaisip ako if I should still write my Au's. Kasi there's alot of worries within me, I always think about my writings and stories. There's a lot of hesitations within me. 
          
          
          Random thoughts comes into my mind na. "May mag babasa kaya sa Stories ko?", "Maganda ba itong story na nagagawa ko?", "Maybe my stories are really bad, kaya ayaw nilang basahin."
          
          
           I can write stories everytime I want to. But if you're in the field, Reality will just hit you really, really hard. Mapapaisip ka na wala ka pa pala sa kalahati ng iba. Mapapaisip ka na you sucked at writing stories. Walang-wala sa sinusulat ng iba. I kept comparing my self. That's why I ended up unpublishing.
          
          
          The dreamer in me, That was the only thing that keep's me going, to work hard for my stories despite no one reading it. The one dream inside me pushes me to make those little scenarios living up inside my head, to a one peace of art that everybody will learn from.
          
          
          But how?