Kansha Indonesia

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Lagi iseng2 buka stories karna ketagihan daftar wattys. Terus baca sekilas tulisan pertama yg gue upload di wattpad tahun 2014 sih ini kalo gue liat tahun uploadnya. 
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/23247608?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=KanshaIndonesia&wp_originator=TKL7hYuSdaKPUZQEXdtpfbJhUnLKxbuzz%2FTGfscUb%2BXh3fo6tCaPVbFbjWXeYy%2FOmlavadbtznF97%2BlySfZBSpluOK8pX1eV6csguJ0fN8eAj3TPQc1pddCSKkP99OZF
          
          
          
          Eh gataunya tahun 2017 kakak gue beneran ke surga karna cancer. Udahlah hari ini ulang tahun dia hhhh. Syediiih

Kalo gue bikin ff tentang skz, ada yg mau baca ga yaa? 

Astaghfirullaah. Cobaan puasa ada aja yaa. Sabar gue mah sabaar~

170220
          
          After really long time, I got this feeling anymore. 

Kalo kaya gini tuh gue berasa gapunya temen. Seandainya posisi gue dibalik jadi mereka, gue pasti mau2 aja ketika diajak pergi. Kapan sih gue bilang ga ke orang yg ngajak gue pergi? Even itu dadakan atau gue harus ngeluarin uang gue mah ayo2 aja. Sekalipun itu having fun doang gue gapernah nolak. Kecuali gue lagi sakit atau udah ada janji sama yg lain. Even seandainya itu terjadi gue akan cari waktu lain untuk nebus ketidakbisaan gue. Tapi kenapa orang2 gue ajak ke hal yg positif ada aja alesannya. Padahal bayarannya lebih murah dari harga hangout kita. Hish. Kzl akutuh. Sediiih. 

Permisi, maaf menuhin wall
          
          Kalau berkenan cek
          
           https://www.wattpad.com/story/203841575
          
          Terimakasih

Terserah sih orang mau bilang gue lebay. But seriously, gue sedih banget. Kenapa semua group yg gue suka bikin gue sedih? 
          Wanna one, Ikon, Stray Kids 
          To be honest, gue berharap banyak sama Stray Kids. Gue selalu menghibur diri gue disaat gue lagi sedih karna Wanna one dan Ikon dengan berpikir kalau masih ada SKZ yg akan selalu ada buat Stay. Mereka masih baru, masih panjang jalannya. Tapiii lagi2 group yg gue suka nampar gue keras banget. Dan yg lebih bikin gue sakit karna sakitnya ini gabisa disembuhin pake obat atau plester luka 
          Stray Kids itu spesial, karena gue follow mereka dari MV Hellevator baru keluar. Dari mereka masih ikut survival. Dari mereka bwlym debut 
          Sediih. Sedih bangeet. Kenapa dadakan bangeet? Kalopun emang Woojin mau left group, please laah kasih alasan yg jelas. Adain last concert kek, live di V Live atau IG kek, upload apa kek 
          Sediih mikirin Chan dan 7 member yg lain 
          Ya Allah sedihnyaa 
          Woojin, kalo emang benar kena mental issues, kasih tau gue sinii. Biar gue ajak gelut mereka. Gue tampol mereka. Gue akan belain lo, Woojin. Kalo emang lo butuh waktu, just take break time like Mina. Jangan left group 
          
          Nine or none, right? 
          
          Gue akan selalu dukung Woojin apapun keputusan dia. Tapi bagi gue, lo tetep Stray Kids. Kembalilah kapan pun lo mau kembali yaa, Woojin. 
          
          Nunggu Wanna One sama Hanbin aja gue kuat. Nunggu lo juga pasti gue kuat, Jin :')
          
          I love you, no matter what, Kim Woojin, My Big Bear 

Have you ever felt annoyed with people around you?
          Ure one of the extrovert that always cheerful and never care about their words especially when they try to bothering you or they simply say it "only fucking jokes"
          Hell yeah, if you finally think that they are annoying, it's okay, guys. Ure really a normal person. Cause no matter what, ure only human. There will be a moment when you getting stress or tired so much and they, I mean your friends still making jokes of you. And then you will think like, "Hell ya, guys. Are u fucking serious? Can you shut your fucking mouth?"
          Seriously it's normal when you thinking like that. It's not your fault, guys. 
          Have you ever heard that the one who always laughing so hard is the one who keep the deepest secret and hide the deepest feeling? Yeah, it's you, guys. It's me. It's us. And people around me never know and care about it. 
          Oh, maybe no. Let me revise my last sentence. There are only a few people who care us so well. 
          Once again, stay cheerful, guys. Stay happy. God knows you tough enough. I tough enough. We tough enough. 
          Keep smile, PI :)

Haiii kak..... Aku baru gabung, boleh minta follback gk? Boleh ya ..boleh. Kita sesama manusia gk boleh sombong. Masa udh di follow gk di follback kan nyesek nantinya....;(