KanumaC
I’m live rn https://twitch.tv/ang3licskittlez
KanumaC
KanumaC
I only make these because Ik my fans aren't active anymore.. I'm at the point of my life when I am ready to end it, end it all. I'm super lonely and often feel forgotten. I don't know why I'm here anymore, my gf doesn't hit me up. Me and my old bff Faith stopped talking. Most of my friends have something to do. I used to never feel this way. But all this social distancing is hitting me hard.. I just want to go back to a time when I was loved, and wanted to be talked to. I never noticed how much people left me on read until now. I often feel like i have no one. or the people i do have are never available. I think everyone I know always wanted to get rid of me and now is there chance. I'm asking my mom to move us far far away from where I'm staying now. Maybe some new scenery will help.
KanumaC
@rirryi I said far far away, I'm not going to be anywhere close to u guys, thanks for trying to help. But its not helping the fact. I feel lonley, yeah Tilda and Casey have been trying to hang out more with me, but its mainly them talking and im just nodding. I don't have any REAL good friends like i used to. Yeah u talk to me and its really nice but thats it. No one else hits me up besides Dallas, but thats only because he's in love with me..
hiimdeadd
No, you’re staying!! And you’re here for a reason, maybe you don’t know yet but you are and we
(Me and your friends) need you here, I don’t wanna say we’re your reason to live or whatever but you are a big part of our lives. Although, if you wanna move then okay since that’s your decision. But ending your life is a no no. When this social distancing is over, you can hang with me and Faith or something!
KanumaC
I don't know why I have friends. I go offline for hours and hours on end and no one seems to even try to talk to me. I am not even thought about. I try to text someone and they just try to end the conversation as fast as they can. I have 1 person who texts me at least 2 times a day just to see if im mentally okay. My other friends won't even tell me good morning anymore. I feel like I have lost many people in my life rn and I don't know how to cope. My gf tries at times but she is really busy or were never online at the same time. I feel alone and like theres really no one here. I get if people are busy or smth but no text for days and we were best friends? I don't even understand how this changed so quickly. But sorry for the non posts on all platforms I've been just really upset on life and the people I'm around. I'll try to post at least 1 this week on Experimental Magic or Ban x King. Love yall <3
KanumaC
This book is about pain, growth, friendship, romance, witchcraft!! Give it a try and you will see its magic for what it truely is. Chapter 1 out already! It will be 2 chapters a week for now! I hope you enjoy https://www.wattpad.com/story/223751733
KanumaC
I finally wrote another chapter to Ban x King check it outt
KanumaC
Should I delete or keep going at Ban x King
KanumaC
11.5K WTTTTFFFFF GUYS WHYYYY IM SO HAPPYYYYYYYYYYY
KanumaC
added a new part sorry for the wait
KanumaC
10.5k READS WTTTTTT!!! For that I posted an earlier chapter on Ban x King
KanumaC
I hit 9K on my book!!! AHHHHH. Also my very old one has 3K. I may rewrite it if I have time.