Kappayokai

Ever happens to you that something sexual happens or is talked about or is fantasized about and you are like: I don't understand, why would someone want/enjoy/desire something like that. And you puzzle it out for a moment before you go "oh right, I'm asexual"

School is making me terribly anxious, I feel like a mess and i'm taking online classes dunno what i'm going to do when I have to actually go to the shool

Just recalled why I stopped watching anime, the pairs or characters that I liked always had a tragical ending, couldn't even nail the friendships always ended bad or bittersweet one way or another. 

I just got punched an the thing I'm upset about is that I can't find one lense of my glasses, and I can't even walk around with just one because it would mess my depth perception

I'm an idiot, I really want a binder but they only sell it on internet and I don't have a credit car and I could have figured out something for the money of the delivery but I don't really have it, I was this close i'm sure I could have told my dad it was a sport bra and he wouldn't have questioned it much but I'm a coward that prefers to let people draw their own conclusions instead of explaining so I backed out and i'm so done with myself.

I hate neighbors.

"If someone breaks your heart you break their bones" I feel that this policy only has one problem and is that as much as it galls me to admit it, I don't know how to break bones. That's fixable I suppose.

Three guys I don't know sent me a friendship request in Facebook in the span of 24 hours and my anti-social self had a freak out about it before my sibling told me that was something people do, still freaks me out though.

When people decide to release merch now and it hits you right in your devalued money. T-T

So I saw something in my mom's bedroom and asked her about it, turned out it was make up so I, bored as I was tried to put some on because, how hard can it be? Lmao fortunately my mom has make up remover. My future as a spy seems bleak if I can't even paint my eyes right. :'(