Karapaije
to my mom..
you left us. broke dads heart my heart all of your children. how could you just leave us. you said you loved us and said you would always be there for us. how can you make us hurt like this and still love us. make us cry in the middle of the night and worry that we are going to have the cops come tell us you are dead. how can you abandon your children. i looked up to you and now who will help me. how do i tell the kids you're never coming home? how do i explain to them that its not their fault? how do i make them feel loved from someone who left them?
Karapaije
@Karapaije. how do i stop the pain i feel? how do i help my dad feel better? he loves you so much and its killing him for you to do this