Karkat_Strider_77

Itś it funny how people judge you? I have been hurt by so many people, but for some reason not liking those people makes me a bad guy? I swear. Do people want me to kill myself? So many people are doing their best to break me. So many are hurting me, most knowing how I´m barely hanging on to life. Do people want me to be the real life  13 reasons why?

Lynn8005

@Karkat_Strider_77  I hate how people are doing that to ya but hey I will always be there if you need me and by the way just spit in their face and say "watch me" as you turn their plans to ash
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Karkat_Strider_77

Itś it funny how people judge you? I have been hurt by so many people, but for some reason not liking those people makes me a bad guy? I swear. Do people want me to kill myself? So many people are doing their best to break me. So many are hurting me, most knowing how I´m barely hanging on to life. Do people want me to be the real life  13 reasons why?

Lynn8005

@Karkat_Strider_77  I hate how people are doing that to ya but hey I will always be there if you need me and by the way just spit in their face and say "watch me" as you turn their plans to ash
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Karkat_Strider_77

I now know why I would feel utterly depressed at times. Turns out, I have major mass depression. I´m not medicated, but I believe if things don get better than I will be.

Karkat_Strider_77

My counselor
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Lynn8005

@Karkat_Strider_77 how did ya find out?
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Karkat_Strider_77

I say I hate pain, but why do I keep hurting myself? Why do I keep opening up old wounds? Am I lying to myself, yet again? I feel I am. I feel I am sick on the inside, I sicken myself thinking about it. I am sick, but there is no cure for a sickness like mine. How can one care for such a sickening person such as I?

BenHemmings3

@Karkat_Strider_77 "How can one care for such a sickening person such as I?" it is easy to care for someone such as you, this "sickness" does not define who you are, it is the person that has to deal with it that is seen and cared for. Everybody becomes ill but they are not defined by their illness, why should people not think the same with a person such as you? It is only the cold hearted that would think otherwise and only the lazy would not make their thoughts known. Caring for someone such as you can be emotionally challenging but it is nothing compared with what you face everyday and not trying to help is even harder. 
            You are not a "sickening" person, just one that deals with more than they can handle alone which should be rewarded with support from those that can handle more than they do.
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Lynn8005

@Karkat_Strider_77 Somwhere deep inside of us we feel sick probably not the same sickness, but a sickness we ourselves have to fight we want people to hold us cherish us love us and feel like we are doing the right thing. Is what we do ourselves we do enough to someone? Or are we just some part of someone's game.? Will you show them how the game is played or will you be played by them?
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Karkat_Strider_77

Oh my Gog guys. I'm not a single Pringle anymore! I met this wonderful guy a few days ago. He's just such an amazing person, and he just asked me out. Gog, I'm so happy!

Karkat_Strider_77

Oh, 0///0 thank you.
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thistle_girl123

@Karkat_Strider_77 hope u have a long relationship with him
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tall_goth

@Karkat_Strider_77 yep
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its-just-her

It's okay fam Wattpad gets the best of all of us!

its-just-her

@Karkat_Strider_77 its just school stuff lol
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Karkat_Strider_77

@its-just-her  Who or what is it about?
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its-just-her

@Karkat_Strider_77 its funny lol lets say that much
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