KarlJacobsfan21

Hello my friends I would like to say that I'm not going to be on Wattpad mush any more and when I am it will mostly be to read a story not to chat but if you want to stay in touch just join my discord server https://discord.gg/t92YEsMk or add me on Snapchat @skylerpog21

KarlJacobsfan21

Heyyya sooo if you are reading this you are very poggers also I just started dating the love of my life and I haven't felt this happy in a hot sec so I just want to say thanks to All of my Friends for being with me ❤️❤️❤️☺️☺️☺️ I luv y'all

hazeexxz

@KarlJacobsfan21 AHHHHH CONGRATS !!
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KarlJacobsfan21

Can someone please please give me a reason to stay I was hanging out with my best friend and she said she had to use the the bathroom and I said okay then I waited for her to come back when she did she st on my last kissed me then said I love you I have loved her for years so I said it back but then she didn't reply so I looked at her and hugged her but she wasn't breathing..
          
          She overdosed while she was in the bathroom.so the last words I will ever here from the light of my life, the thing I needed when I was sad my whole world will be "Skyler you saved me I love you so much my dear and I will always be with you no matter what." You lied. I'm sorry. Please come back.

Elibun_

No no no no no no oh hell no look. Please please please please I’m begging you to stay. You don’t realize how much people care for you until it’s too late and I’m speaking from experience. I’ve dealt with mental illness ever since I was a child. For that reason my first suicide attempt was at age 7. I’ve had Many many more attempts since then. My most recent however failed because of my sister in law calling me. I was covered in blood and still answered the phone. It felt important. She said my niece had been crying non-stop ever since I left and she said ‘she wanted to hear my stories’ I only left for a week… imagine if I left her forever… people care and will be affected by losing you. I’m not gonna sit here and say 'please just love yourself' or something. Because I know it’s hard to do it for yourself so please do it for the ones you love. You know how it feels to lose a loved one so please don’t put anyone else through that same pain. Also spoiler alert surprisingly it does get easier. It doesn’t go away. I’ll admit it. The burden of depression is always in the back of my mind but- it gets easier to wake up every morning. I can even look at myself in the mirror without feeling disgusting. I’m proud of myself and I swear if you just stay and wait you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. It’s like doing 100 pushups your body is burning, you feel yourself slipping, that voice in the back of your head is screaming at you to just give up. But don’t. You can make it. I believe it you. Please don’t give up yet. You have so much ahead of you. People love you always remember that. 
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hazeexxz

@KarlJacobsfan21 thank you so much :] and yes I care and there’s no need for me to brag to anyone lol. You’re not a loser, you’re just having a tough time. Have a wonderful life as well, I’m glad I was here to help :] if you need anyone to talk to I’ll listen <33
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KarlJacobsfan21

@MythicalHxze  thanks I really needed that you just saved my love now you can brag to people that you're a hero yay..... You are a lovely person to care about a person online that you might never meet I am just a loser that has lost everything somebody that can never seem to be good enough for anyone someone that makes little comments on everything with the hope of making someone smile. Thank you have a wonderful life. ☺️❤️
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KarlJacobsfan21

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Bruhhhh imagine arguing with your besties bf but then he makes fun of your fucking disorder witch causes your bestie to break up with him then tell the school how toxic he is so an entire college knows how much of a bad person he is but the he assaults you . Pffffffgf imagine....... Wait

KarlJacobsfan21

Soo um random question what's your three favorite color like not black white or gray but like a genuine favorite color with a reason that is sweet . For example my favorite color is light brown because it is the color of my dead girlfriends eyes and I also have another favorite witch is yellow because on our first date we went to a field of sunflowers in the middle of the woods. So comment below your favorite color and a genuine reason why.

Elibun_

@KarlJacobsfan21 Thank you and yes I consider people I talk to friends as well. have a good day/night :D
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KarlJacobsfan21

@Elibun_  wow that was lovely and a good response I was just curious about my friends favorite colors yes everyone I talk to online that is kind of everyone that follows me I consider my friend have a lovely day/night bye
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Elibun_

@KarlJacobsfan21 orange because the sun sets and it gives a beautiful orange hue meaning the end of the day. So no matter what happens in the day the night will take the pin away y'know? Green because of- nature. Its Safe, its pure and absolutely beautiful. last I know you said not white, black, or gray but- White because of the moon (I know the moon is actually gray but from down here when you look at the sky it looks pretty white.) the moon as always been important to me. but recently became even more because the girl i was (and still am weather i'd like too admit it or not) in love with committed and the nickname i gave her was moon. she'd call me sunshine. yeah my fav colors :)
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KarlJacobsfan21

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