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@nakyum123 but general gist of the fanfic is the two brothers having some feelings for each other that they were not supposed to have , so theyy struggle and struggle some more on how to deal with this, the older takes the most logical way but younger who had experienced something very terrible which also became the reason why his feelings of dependency on his brother turned into something else...so his new and somewhat twisted feelings started taking over him and the point that the first chapter depicts is where he's already at the point where he's almost losing control over himself, so he's like I don't want aniki to see my twistedness and shit, and by the looks of it aniki already doesn't like me, so i'mma leave now so I won't do something I'll regret and gives priority to his revenge to distract himself, but the way he behaves from that point make Itachi feel as if he's going to lose something very important and blames himself and his depression starts to lapse again
