I'm so so so sorry that I haven't been writing. I've has school, cross country and cheer so it was pretty hard to update. But that's not why I'm on wattpad right now. And also, from here on out, there's a trigger warning. Yeah, it's getting pretty serious. You see, a lot of things have been going on in my life right now. First, one of my friends had been cutting for a long time now. And there were people accusing her of faking it. I'm not sure if she was faking it or not, but I was there for her. Then, on Saturday, my and my friend thought my other friend had committed suicide. She sent my friend a text that sounded like a suicide note, she had had problems before and she wasn't answering our calls or texts. Apparently, she was faking it because she was at school today, and apparently she lies about a bunch of stuff. But I was still there for her. Now, yesterday I got a text from my friend that said "I love you, goodbye." My friend had contemplated suicide. And she's definitely not faking it. She's not coming to school tomorrow it's so bad. I will be writing a story, but the the story most of you guys want. It will be more of a book of reasons why you should not give up on life. I hope it inspires people to keep on living. Remember, nothing is worth taking your life over. Nothing is worth hurting yourself over. I love you all. Stay safe. <3