Sorry I haven't been posting guys, I'm been really depressed lately and not been feeling like doing much. You know when you feel down for like no reason at all and you just feel like everyone in the world hates you? That's exactly how I feel. I feel like I can't trust anybody, not even myself. I feel sick from the thought of being alone with no one there and as bad as it sounds I really want a best friend to be there for me 23/7 like they can have an hour off lol, but I don't have that and I probs never will. All my friends are saying "oh their your best friend, your prefer them" No. I don't. I don't have a best friend and until I find the right person I won't have one. I only want to be best friends with someone who I have my complete trust with and who I can count on all the time, but for now I haven't found them or I haven't seen that.
sorry for my little rant as I said I've been really depressed and just want someone to make me smile :)
Hope you understand why I haven't been posting! Thanks! ily <3 x