KateDanceOwl

Anyway, back to me being depressed af.

KateDanceOwl

Important ? Pt3/idk maybe 3? (Read the first 2 parts first)
          
          I know this is a lot to ask, but I would rely appreciate some ideas/help brainstorming/anything to get me motivated. I want to write, but I feel like I'm stuck in limbo right now. I have too many ideas, and none of them are coherent, even to me. If literally anyone is willing to help come up with something I'd be so incredibly thankful because my brain is fried from both college and the unmedicated ADHD. 
          
          If you've managed to read this entire shitshow of a post, thank you for caring enough (or being bored enough) to do so. Again, I'd really, really, really appreciate it if anyone has any ideas whatsoever. Or even if you just reply to say that you read this far. Honestly, anything to help boost my nonexistent self-esteem. 
          
          By for now, I guess. I'll be back when I have a random burst of inspiration. Hopefully.

KateDanceOwl

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Important ? Pt2/Idk again (read pt1)
          
          I'm not sure if I want to continue the stories I was working on before. I have a lot of guilt associated with them due to the fact that I never finish them, but idk if I can. Defiled Elegance was supposed to be at least 2 books, and Poisoned Secrets was supposed to be a trilogy. They're all stories I was passionate about, and I still love the characters I created, but I don't think it's genuine to who I am now. I don't think i can force myself to write that many books about characters and stories created by a version of that was nowhere close to figuring shit out and getting their life together. If people want a run down on some of the things I had planned for those series, I'd be more then happy to share, but I don't think I can actualy see it through. 
          
          What I really want to do is start something new. Preferably one project at a time for once. Idk if I want to do something fandom based. I'm in so many different fandoms at this point that's it's overwhelming. I also don't know if it fits into this chapter of my life as well as it did previously. That being said, it's not off the table. If I have an idea I really want to do, I'll go for it. Otherwise, I'm looking into doing an original story. Do I have any ideas right now? No. It's something I want to work on though.

KateDanceOwl

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Important ? Pt1/idk
          
          Hi everyone
          
          I see that people are still following this account for some unknown reason, so I decided to give an update on my situation (for anyone that's cares), apologize for ghosting everyone, and ask for help with something. I'd appreciate if those of you who see this read the post. If not, that's fine too. 
          
          I want to start off by saying that I wrote this fucking long post out and then Wattpad deleted because it was too long. Now I'm sad and writing this in my notes app instead. 
          
          Now I actually want to start off by saying I'm really sorry for completely abandoning the stories I was working on. Life got hard, and I wasn't coping well. I'm still not. I'm not doing great right now, both mentally and physically, so idk if this is the best idea in the world, but I want to get back into writing. I think I put too much pressure on myself before when it came to writing. Especially considering I was barely in high school at the time that I started. Now I'm in college, and, I'm hoping, better able to manage it in a productive way. It's complicated, and might get messy, but I want to give it another go.

KateDanceOwl

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Also, fuck. Has anyone been watching The Devil Judge? Cause I just watched the first three episodes last night, and I'm not at all ok. Jinyoung has no right to be that good a actor on top of everything else.