Kateline090

If i die, i will make my family and friend disappointed but if i die, i would be in peace... That is very dear to me.. but not much like them..

Would anyone miss me if i dissapear? Maybe my family but would any of my friend care? One friend maybe... Would it be better if i didn't exist? Would it be better if i'm dead?

This is not normal anymore... I feel disgusted of myself and sick because what do you mean i want to be sexualized or be r@p3 by a friend... I'm getting worse...

I genuinely don't know what happened to me at school, i was normal and the next second i was nervous and start biting my finger, scratch my arm and try to make a bruise in the same arm... What is wrong with me? (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

I feel so tired.. I want to sleep and never wake up, i want to vomit and take of his breath from my checks and ears, his hands on my arms...

So I can only eat 1 food and don't feel hungry for the rest of the day but if i eat 2 times that same day i would feel so full that i would want to vomit or try to eat more foods (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

I feel so jolly and energetic, it's 2 am (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)

I almost fainted while I was taking a bath (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

My chest hurt everytime i'm sad... Why is that? (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

I don't want to enter school... I feel so stress everytime i'm there and i want to vomit... Something is wrong with me... I feel so... Nvm but yeah, I start school in monday... I hate my life (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)