In the last 15 years I've been on earth I've subjected myself to one thing till now and that is love. Love is the worst and best of every person. For me it lead me down a lonely dark path and with medical reasons for myself I swore that I would never be vulnerable to another person again. I decided to treat love with caution and have my defenses up towards love because in the end I was addicted to the person I loved but he truly only loved my body and tramped all over me in the process of our "love".  Anybody could see that I would be  considered a person with no intention to love again but that's just the opposite of that storm in my life. I learned a lesson, a lesson to love and trust myself and have faith in myself because without that I am worthless. I now have a reason for every thing I do in my life and I can no longer be the person who is taken granted for or let another person be in the situation I was in because it truly angers and hurts me to see it. So I take my passion for love out on writing and expressing my emotions through music even though the music I play through the piano will not love me and the books and stories I write will not love me. Other people may love the music and stories I tell or they may be touched because they relate. In the end I love more than ever.