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So I was thinking about deactivating my account or unpublishing a few things until a) I feel like adding to or finishing them or b) I decide to delete them. I got a life!! Sort of!! It's progress!! Not really!! ANyWAY I started Spanish and guitar and I'm starting ASL and taking English classes starting September (I'm homeschooled and they don't start till then) and I tried a little thing called prioritizing my mental health and the things that are emotionally most important. Yeet. Having second thoughts on English classes already because I don't particularly need them and I'd rather hide from most people. ASL is self-imposed mandatory, if that makes sense. ("You're learning Spanish and ASL. They're practical and cool, and Spanish is close to English and will probably help in Italian and Italian might help in French." "I have too many fucking languages I wanna learn." "Yeah, but you're gonna do it. It'll be so fucking cool to use it in writing, plus it would help in learning about culture and incorporating everything, you overly dedicated daydreaming bitch!!" "Yeah, but what order? Japanese, French, Italian, Chinese, Korean, Russian, what's the point of learning Russian if I can never go to Russia, I hate my sexuality, German..."*) BUT YEAH GOT A LOTTA STUFF, AND I'M NOT REALLY IN THE IT FANDOM. MAYBE WHEN THE SECOND ONE COMES OUT. I DON'T KNOW. ANYWAY, I DON'T ENJOY IT MUCH ANYMORE. STILL LIKE IPP, I'LL BE FINISHING THAT ONE EVENTUALLY. ANYWAYS ILY ALL AND MIKAYUU FOREVER. I wonder if my brother's still up I wanna spar
he wouldn't sneak out with me so I can spar at 2 in the morning
oh well
*language is so pretty to me, and I want to be able to write in them and learn the cultures and appreciate it all. it's beautiful. also being pansexual limits me in where I can go because of LGBTQ+ persecution. sucks but reality :p hopefully that changes someday, it really sucks. I wanna see Moscow and the great wall of China and a bunch of other places but I can't.