Katie

HEY

Is there some up I can talk to,?

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kFlDnWmBTvCBxxeGDpIdp?si=v5xHqsKvQIiE58iERgDbOA

You broke my heart.... But I still love you with all the pieces. Sometimes your heart needs more time to accept what your mind already knows. A broken heart is the worst. Its like having broken ribs. Nobody can see it but the pain is unbearable every time you breath. Each night I put my head to my pillow I try to tell myself I'm strong because Ive gone one more day with out you. I will never regret you or say I wish Id never met you because once upone a time you were exactly what I needed. You left me.... Like waves leave the ocean, like the sun leaves the sky, but the only diffrence is they come back but you won't. Technically I'm single but my heart is taken by someone I can't have. Nothing hurts more than being disappointed by the one person who you thought would never hurt you. I might hug other girls, laugh with other girls, or hang out with girls..... But none of them will ever mean to me as much as you do. I had a lot of reasons to give up on you, but I choose to stay. You had a lot of reasons to stay but you chose to leave. You meet someone. You two get close. Its all great for a while. Then someone stops trying. Talk less. Awkward conversations. The drifting. No communication what so ever. Memories fade. Then that person you know becomes that person you knew. That's how I usually goes right? Sad isn't it. You lost me and I can't believe you let me go.

Fuck life. I mean who cares any more. Funny when someone says they love you but in reality they are probably just playing  with your feelings. I'm done. Im leaving....

You have to call yourself to sleep but you put your hand against your mouth so its quite.  Rn that's how I feel

I GRADUATE TOMORROW!!!!

Its weird how you find someone in your comments but you dont remember who they are to you. I just dont Remember her. It's like my memory is blocked. I just cant figure out who it is. If you are the person reading this look at the Me book and it's on Then and Now chapter. 4th comment down

Anyone up?

The first four of my chapters are done.