Kim katie

It has been a long time huh.
          
          Well, nothing new too.
          
          Still this too good be true.
          
          
          The fact alot of people left me,
           I wanna leave too.
          
          It's isn't a good decision writing here.
          Since stranger's will read it.
          
          But who cares, if I die maybe someday.
          
          Someone will read it.
          
          
          
          And find it cute.
          
          
          
          (Or weird)..whisper.
          
          I hope you are happy who ever is reading it.

Why do I feel so guilty!!??
            It's endless sorrows of the heart trying someway to end it.
          
          I feel like an asshole.
          I can't help HER she is just a child.
          It broke my heart to see history repeating itself.
          
          :( :( :( :( :( :(
          
          
          
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No news is good news.
          
          
          Masakali.
          The boy I secretly love. Marinates 
          Bloodline. That ship sailed away.
          Firstsnow. Merry merry Christmas .

Today nothing new happened.
          
          
          I was having this phone but my sister takes it for me forcefully and I get angry.
          
          And hit her arm.
          
          She bites my arm.
          Although not hard.
          
          It wasn't paining but what was painful for me was my mom protecting her for me like I'm some kind of animal.
          
          That was what hurted most.
           then the bait on my arm.
          But I was used to the pain.
          Not having someone alongside or just staying by my side.
          
          It's didn't feel anything just silence.
          
          And I left them standing there.
          
          And just come outside and a few tears drop run down my cheek.
          
          It was pathetic, I was pathetic why would I still care even tho she hurted me alot.
          
          I was just a kid and didn't have love at all.
          
          Being this emotional is heavy.
          
          Remembering those days were I cried because she chosed my sister over me and pretending my aunt is my mother because she giving me a affection. It hurted most when said she didn't care that I died or not.
          
          Ooh well, people never cared others feelings until it comes to them.
          
          :(
          My head is pounding. 
          :(
          :(

Fuck, I'm jealous he isn't paying any attention to me.
          
          Why would he, your ugly (mind).
          
          No, you're not (heart).
          
          Calm down you too.
          
          he is already intrested in another person (mind).
          
          
          Just have little tiny weeny pit of hope, maybe (heart).
          
          
          I'm done for the day.  
           ^^
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The fact some people have the audacity to shame someone because they are black annoys the fuck out of me.
          
          
          
          Racist,rapist, it's fine.
          
            But if you're not in the religion it's not fine.
          
          My eye us twitching mad I wanna slap across the universe  ^_^
          
          

You are dead to my reality; nevertheless alive to my fantasy.
          
          
          Poets.
          
          ;);););););):♡◇♧♧♡♡♡♤

In order to facinate a single crow, way of thinking you need to be equally by it's nature.
          
          I'm too honest it can kill me soonest.
          
          :)
          :(
          ;)
          
          Be sad or cry but try to enjoy what you have.

The fact everything you see, and wish for can happen anytime.
          
          
          It's frightening.
          
          
          I don't remember much that day but I saw a comment somewhere and it said.
          "People have 3 awful days in their life and they wouldn't forget."
          
          And I thought "well, when will that happen to me. Then." 
          
          
          The first day was my ex-mom I already told you guys.
          
          
          Second day was losing my love.
          
          
          Third is still coming around.
          I hate to think about it but I'm worried.
          
           
          <))>
           _|\_

You drafted away like the ebbs.
          But I was waiting for you by the shore.
          
          You were dream to my delusions also nightmare to my reality.
          
          I wanna know everything but don't want to be derailed for my path.