KatieZacarian

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KatieZacarian

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I feel that I just want to cry right now. And there are many reason why my tears wants to get out from these eyes of mine. Am I that bad? Am I that not deserving to be worth it? Why do I always feel unwanted? Why can't I move on in this level of my life? Im still here in the stage of being an option, unwanted and can't even have a bit worth.
          
          They always judge me. And I started hating myself again because I can't even have a chance to defend myself to their fucking statements, don't even know how to explain my side by controling my emotion, just to make them understand me, my struggle in my own behavior. I am hurting. And it hurts like hell. 
          
          I am also human. I have feelings, a heart and five senses. I'm not numb, but I guess, it slowly killing and swallowing my broken being.