hey, so I just posted something really important. you don't have to read it, but take the message that you have to take care of what you have while you have it. sometimes it will break anyway though. 1 year ago, my friend passed away and we used to communicate through letters. she loved opening my letters to see what i wrote for her. Today I wrote her a letter. she will never get to open it, but I can't bear the feeling of doing nothing for her on the day she needed me most. so, if anybody went through the same experience, i am so sorry.