Forestt River

My name is Rosie. I gave up on a lot over the years. I'm sorry I failed. I hope the people who actually see this are ones that enjoyed my time. This is the last time you'll ever hear from me because my life is ending. You'll probably hear a story or see the news and realize that's me on the screen. Well once you see my name. I truly hope everyone that was a fan of mine will remember me in some way. I enjoyed my time. Just too bad I won't make it to 23. I love you all. 
          
          I'm sorry
          
          

@CottonCookie8 no not really lol

I just had this fat ass idea bro  
          
          Dragon Au! 
           
          The guys turn into dragon hybrids!!  
          (why do I get cool ass ideas when I'm sick bro )
          
          
          Smii7y - Snow dragon ( Technically low life)
          
          Puffer - water dragon ( Mid life) 
          
          Droid - electric or something else I dunno ( High life) 
          
          Pezzy - Love dragon ( Mid life)
          
          Grizzy - strength dragon ( High life) 
          
          Yumi - Fruit dragon ( Low life ) 
          
          Larry - random dragon theme ( Extremely low life) 
          
          Isaac - a goat hybrid ( A high life surprisingly) 
          
          Nick - droopy dragon ( mid life) 
          
          Tanner - Another random dragon ( Low life)
          
          Grunk - chocolate chip dragon ( Low life ) 
          [ Don't question it] 
          
          Yumi 2 - Fire dragon ( High life) 
          ( That one guy who replaced Yumi in YLYL)
          
          McNasty - universal Dragon ( Extreme high life, basically the god of all dragons) 
          ( No one knows... Yet) 
          
          Blarg - Wind dragon ( Mid life) 
          
          Doo - A random ass dragon again cause I have no idea for them ( low life)
          
          Soup - Dragon trainer ( human also a low life) 
          
          Swagger - Dragon of metal ( high life)
          
          Kryoz - dragon of Ice ( High life
          
          
          Don't question my stupidity, also McNasty being the most powerful one is on purpose... I have a lore idea. Smii7y is also biologically but not actually Kryoz and Puffer's child due to him being a Snow dragon, So NO Pufozy, but Smii7y is treated like an extremely low life due to him being a mixture of two elements. 
           
          "I love you McNasty... Don't mess up." My silly OC that's cannonly in the fanfiction/ Au but doesn't show up much ( it's his technical mother) 
          

KAWA WAKE UP.... IM SCARED 

@Kissofdeath_97 I really hope it does at this point lol thanks  

Had a few ideas at work. I also forgot to mention that I am now 22. I was sick with a UTI on my birthday. I've been dealing with a ton of stuff these past few months, but I'm trying. I know I give the same excuses every time so I'll just leave it at that. I'm sorry and I love you all

You guys should follow my friend on twitch, twitter, and Yt. My friend dreams of becoming a youtuber/streamer. They like Frouse, goons, clooless, and so much other stuff. Give them a chance!
          
          Yiddz_ 

I'm sorry for not posting. I just can't right now. I hate this house that I live in. Everyone makes me feel like I'm nothing but a burden. I'm slowly making plans to move out this summer at the earliest which means that everyone else in my family will probably disown me. My mom makes me feel like I'm not wanted and then she guilts me with random crap. I'm sorry to you that have been waiting. I will try my best. Again. I'm sorry and I love you guys

Sorry for my rant earlier. I'm ok now. Mom replaced my drinks and I got weed to clear my mind with some good ass music. 
          
          
          Mother mother's song Get Up is one of the best songs ever

I hate these weird things that I feel. I want affection, but I also don't wanna be touched. I feel so frustrated that I wanna cry or punch someone. I get irritated easily, uncomfortable/anxious easily which can cause anger, I get really happy for like an hour and then its back to either numb or sad, and I can't help it. I feel like sometimes I can't feel anything, but my mind is going at a million miles a second. I just wanna curl up in a ditch and be buried alive so I don't have to think anymore