KawaNoMizu03

Had a few ideas at work. I also forgot to mention that I am now 22. I was sick with a UTI on my birthday. I've been dealing with a ton of stuff these past few months, but I'm trying. I know I give the same excuses every time so I'll just leave it at that. I'm sorry and I love you all

Kissofdeath_97

Awww, happy belated birthday love! I sowwy about the uti. Keep your head and remember, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger❤️
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CottonCookie8

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I just had this fat ass idea bro  
          
          Dragon Au! 
           
          The guys turn into dragon hybrids!!  
          (why do I get cool ass ideas when I'm sick bro )
          
          
          Smii7y - Snow dragon ( Technically low life)
          
          Puffer - water dragon ( Mid life) 
          
          Droid - electric or something else I dunno ( High life) 
          
          Pezzy - Love dragon ( Mid life)
          
          Grizzy - strength dragon ( High life) 
          
          Yumi - Fruit dragon ( Low life ) 
          
          Larry - random dragon theme ( Extremely low life) 
          
          Isaac - a goat hybrid ( A high life surprisingly) 
          
          Nick - droopy dragon ( mid life) 
          
          Tanner - Another random dragon ( Low life)
          
          Grunk - chocolate chip dragon ( Low life ) 
          [ Don't question it] 
          
          Yumi 2 - Fire dragon ( High life) 
          ( That one guy who replaced Yumi in YLYL)
          
          McNasty - universal Dragon ( Extreme high life, basically the god of all dragons) 
          ( No one knows... Yet) 
          
          Blarg - Wind dragon ( Mid life) 
          
          Doo - A random ass dragon again cause I have no idea for them ( low life)
          
          Soup - Dragon trainer ( human also a low life) 
          
          Swagger - Dragon of metal ( high life)
          
          Kryoz - dragon of Ice ( High life
          
          
          Don't question my stupidity, also McNasty being the most powerful one is on purpose... I have a lore idea. Smii7y is also biologically but not actually Kryoz and Puffer's child due to him being a Snow dragon, So NO Pufozy, but Smii7y is treated like an extremely low life due to him being a mixture of two elements. 
           
          "I love you McNasty... Don't mess up." My silly OC that's cannonly in the fanfiction/ Au but doesn't show up much ( it's his technical mother) 
          

CottonCookie8

@KawaNoMizu03 oh it means Discord ( the app that lets you create servers and talk to other people on) 
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CottonCookie8

@KawaNoMizu03 do you know what that means or you actually don't ( I'm not pushing)
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CottonCookie8

KAWA WAKE UP.... IM SCARED 

CottonCookie8

@KawaNoMizu03 oh my goodness I just found out too ✌️
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CottonCookie8

@CottonCookie8  I haven't been online as much anymore due to a BIG FAT project I am working on ( A solo podcast AND a mini Show) and I came back to find out THEDOO has Allegations against him 
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KawaNoMizu03

Had a few ideas at work. I also forgot to mention that I am now 22. I was sick with a UTI on my birthday. I've been dealing with a ton of stuff these past few months, but I'm trying. I know I give the same excuses every time so I'll just leave it at that. I'm sorry and I love you all

Kissofdeath_97

Awww, happy belated birthday love! I sowwy about the uti. Keep your head and remember, what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger❤️
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KawaNoMizu03

I'm sorry for not posting. I just can't right now. I hate this house that I live in. Everyone makes me feel like I'm nothing but a burden. I'm slowly making plans to move out this summer at the earliest which means that everyone else in my family will probably disown me. My mom makes me feel like I'm not wanted and then she guilts me with random crap. I'm sorry to you that have been waiting. I will try my best. Again. I'm sorry and I love you guys

Kissofdeath_97

Awww, no you’re not a burden. Everyone has battles they deal with. All I can say is that people make other people feel like that cause they’re unhappy with themselves. Trust me honey, I know. It’s hard for some to ignore it but just try to the best of your ability❤️
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NarrativeOfNikkael

@ KawaNoMizu03  We will be fine, dont care about us. I wish you to move out fast. You are not a burden, you are a really great person. Move somewhere far away from those people and take your time, we will wait!! (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)
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KawaNoMizu03

I hate these weird things that I feel. I want affection, but I also don't wanna be touched. I feel so frustrated that I wanna cry or punch someone. I get irritated easily, uncomfortable/anxious easily which can cause anger, I get really happy for like an hour and then its back to either numb or sad, and I can't help it. I feel like sometimes I can't feel anything, but my mind is going at a million miles a second. I just wanna curl up in a ditch and be buried alive so I don't have to think anymore

KawaNoMizu03

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Dude I hate living here sometimes.
          
          Context:
          
          I walked in at like midnight coming home from hanging out at my friend's house and I go to grab one of my smirnoff ice drinks. (I had 2 6 packs. One green apple and the other is grape) I open the fridge and see that there's only one green apple left. I had only had one. So 4 were gone. I'm pissed. My dumbass no good fucking loser older brother drank them. I asked mom who did and she said he did. Mom asked him why and this bitch had the nerve to say "I don't fucking care". He wonders why he barely has friends, no one in the family likes him, and I wish I was an only child. I'm so pissed that I wanna cry because I just hate him with all of my fucking dying soul. He got everything growing up because he was raised by my grandparents. I had to live with a drug and gambling addicted mother who would leave me home for DAYS without food in an apartment and have the downstairs neighbor check on me every once in a while. He still treats me like shit and talks shit when he's a worthless fucking man child who has 2 kids that will eventually grow up to hate him just like everyone else because he will never change.
          
          
          I really want a good hug rn...