KawaiiNerd

you are still here.

but when you were at your best,
          you were the best there ever was,
          don't let them say otherwise.

Your lost eyes found mine and smiled. 
          09ag09

today i did something i regret-
          it brought me a lot of pain and sadness
          i re-read our old conversations again.

how silly of me to want to talk about my dreams with someone who wouldn't even talk about the weather.

Sigh.
          It's you again.
          It's you ALWAYS.

just let me breathe, please

Why are kids these days chugging down beers instead of slurping milkshakes?
          Why, you?

you said you'd never do it
          but here you are smoking fourteen a day
          and here i am 
          wishing we were fourteen again

today i talked about you for hours
          and then i wondered why 
          how ironic it is that 
          i don't even get a picosecond time of yours to call mine
          while you could stay in the comfort of my brain,
          beat of my heart, throbbing of my veins
          and roll out of my tongue for aeons