KayIsEmbarassed

Hey, I haven’t been here in awhile but I see that you’ve been going through some hard stuff. If you need anything, I’m here and happy to help :) I hope everything gets better and I just want you to know that there are people who care about you and I know that you can get through this because you’re strong, and you are such a lovely person to talk too. I don’t know what all is going on but I’ll try my best to understand if you need me too. I love you (platonically) and I know you can get through this <3

I honestly think if she could kill me herself she would

Had an allergic reaction to gel nail polish Saturday. I’d used it before but it wasn’t ever bad so I didn’t realize I was allergic. Now my fingers have been swollen for days, they’re itchy, they hurt, there’s little red circles that kinda look like holes under my skin, and part of one of my fingers is turning yellowish clear. It’s been like that since Saturday and I can’t even do anything about it. My mom said she’d call the doctor today but she’s been “too busy” (watching tv) to call. Also said she’d go get some medicine for it (she hasn’t got up at all and she definitely doesn’t plan to). Now she’s saying I’m being dramatic and that it doesn’t even hurt that bad (she refuses to look at it so it’s not like she even knows). She and my sister keep saying I deserve it because I didn’t notice the first many times I used it that I was allergic (I’ve got so many health problems that I don’t question when there’s a new one). I don’t know what to do or how to make this go away. It hurts and I can’t do anything about it

I’ve seen all the messages you’ve left here, and I just wanted to say that no matter how much you think no one cares about you, there’s still some people out there, you’re never alone, for example I don’t even know you that well but I most definitely care about you because you don’t deserve at all the shit that you’re going through. You’re perfect and no matter how many people might contradict it that won’t change. People who bring you down or make you feel like shit aren’t worth your value, because you deserve the world and someone who treats you like the most important person out there. Never let others bring you down because all they are is envious of you and your strength, you’re so strong for still being here with us and that strength is what makes you so special, it will all get better soon, and I promise you that, because you’re surely an amazing person and anyone who wouldn’t see that is completely blind and is missing out on a huge person. Remember that you’re better than everyone else bringing you down because what they’re doing is just embarrassing and low, and I really hope you get friends who are truly worth your time and who will take care of you when you need it. Sending u a virtual hug n don’t forget that you’re amazing and awesome! <3 

I can never find good books that I actually like enough to finish anymore 

My parents prefer their drug dealers kid (who is currently over) to their own kids  they could not care less about me but this random ass 10 year old and his drug dealer dad are much more interesting ig

My moms been in California for a week and she just came back. We invited some family over to welcome her back for some reason. I didn’t go to school today because of a headache, which my dad yelled at me for this morning. And then blasted loud music all day and made me clean the entire house. After cleaning I had to cook. Still with a terrible headache. My mom was nearby and almost home so my dad tried to get the dogs into his room. Pretty much just screamed at them and hit them and expected them to listen. They were scared so I tried to calm them down because obviously they weren’t gonna listen when they were scared. My dad got mad the second my brother walked in because that meant my mom was almost here so he grabbed a broom and threw it. But he didn’t throw it in the dogs direction because she already ran away, he just threw it at me. After hitting the dog enough times she went into his room and I went to mine. 

I am back! This month has been horrible! Everyone is being very rude to me (mostly my friends) so that sucks! Anyways my girlfriend is still doing good :)))

Why did Wattpad have to make the comments look weird?? It is not at all worth having the like option if it makes the comments tiny! It’s so hard to read them now

2022 was terrible!! Worse than 2020 (but not worse than 2019) in my opinion. It was definitely the second worst year for me. Just terrible all together. My friends all hate me now, got treated like shit by men, had to deal with my parents spending all of our money. Really the only good part about the year was because my parents spent all of our money, I only eat one small meal a day so I’ve lost weight. Only good thing about 2022 is that I’m not eating as much, that’s terrible.