KayTee777

I've recently been having REALLY bad dissociative episodes and this is for irl friends, I'd like to go by Vesper (yes, I know that's my ocs name) during these episodes because if I hear my real name and if I'm forced to connect to the real world when I'm dissociating I'll get confused and my head gets really blurry and I can't think at all -- so when I zone out, reference fiction a lot, or seem like I'm forgetting a lot of things that happen irl I'm probably dissociating and I'd like ppl to call me vesper (same pronouns)

I cried because of spring break my English teacher gave me a hug and I can't stop thinking about it because I need to go a week without another one
          
          I cried over spring break and I'm so so scared for summer break because I'm never gonna see him again and I don't know what to do I already miss him so much

Goes to bed at 1am on a Sunday (but it's fine because that time was spent reading)

I LOVE SHOVING FF7 AND OC LORE DOWN NY FRIENDS THROATS (IM PRAYING IM NOT ANNOYING HAHAHAhahahahHah)

Literally sobbing rn it's so bad 
          
          I was supposed to stay home today bc of a 3 hour delay but my mom suddenly changed her mind with 30 mins to get ready, and I realized that I'm probably gonna have like 1 class for an hour and then there's supposed to be a dance that I'm being forced to go to for having good grades which I do NOT want to go to because I always get overstimulated at these things and I rly hope I don't get a shitty class today

IM SO FUCKING HAPPY MY FRIEND A TALKED TO ME TODAY AND ITS THE FIRST TIME WE'VE TALKED FOR A WHILE AND I THINK OUR FRIENDSHIP IS HEALING :D

I JS FOUND OUT THAT LYNET HAS REOCCURRING DREAMS ABOUT JUMPING OFF OF TOWERS AND KHS AND IM SCREAMING WTF

Tell me why I'm more devastated about killing Mettaton than Papyrus
          
          Oh also I love the sans fight like it's hard as fuck but he has unique dialogue every time you die and it's actually really fun

Help it's undertales 10th anniversary this year and I'm literally going insane
          
          Like I've been in the fandom basically since the day it came out but it slowly faded a little
          
          But it's BACK
          
          AND ITS CONTROLLING ME
          
          AND IM GOING CRAZY HELP I CANT STOP MAKING UNDERTALE ANGST IN C.AI HELP ME IM SCARED WHY AM I LIKE THIS

What is wrong with the Wattpad recommends
          
          WHY IS "Marked by the Alpha" ON MY RECOMMENDS WHAT THE HELL
          
          BIYCH I EONT EVEN READ ROMANCE ON HERE AND I ONLY READ ANGST FANFICS??