Kayjee

No matter how much you think you can live on your own, eating popcorn while watching a movie doesn't taste the same as when you're with someone. You realise this only when you're alone and no one is here for you. Then comes the strength. You gotta get throught it. Live it up. Maybe by the time you'll learn to trust again, maybe you won't but you gotta get through this, you have no choice. Life is a bitch that pisses you off and hurts you. But that bitch always finds a way to make you stay.

There's a lost melody in your voice, there's missing words from your mouth, there's a controled moves in your body, there's a hole in your eyes, you look like someone who beats the whole world, someone who is strong but not enough to fight his tears, you look weak, you look breathless, miserable and depressed, your eyes, they scream wanting people to notice the tears hidden by a smiley face, you want them to leave you alone, but you want him to notice, let him notice your scars, your fears, your tears and your broken child dreams, get naked from all of the troubles you carried since so long, get whipped of your exhaustion, put your head up, face the world, you don't have to hide it anymore, you're a fighter, breathe, forget, forgive and leave for now, believe, have faith , be self confident let your happiness be independant, let your scars feel frightened, fix your dreams, let your tears dry while seeing the beautiful sunshine.