K0F1_peachycake

I dunno what is was thinking
          Leaving my child behind
          Now i suffer the course and now i'm blind
          Whit all this anger, guilt and sadness coming to haunt me forever
          I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river
          Is this revenge i am seeking?
          Or seeking somewone to avenge me?
          Stuck in my own paradox i wanna set myself free
          Maybe i should chase and find before they try to stop it
          It won't been long before i'll become a puppet
          It's been so long
          Since last i've seen my son lost to this monster
          To the man behind the slaugther
          Since you been gone
          I've been sing this stupid song so i could ponder
          The sanity of your mother
          I wish i lived in the present
          With the gift of my past mistakes
          But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes
          Your sweet little eyes
          Your little smile is all i remember
          Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper
          Justification is killing me
          But killing isn't justified
          What append to my son?
          I'm terrified
          It lingers in my mind and the though keeps on getting bigger
          I'm sorry my sweet baby
          I wish i've been there
          It's been so long
          Since last i've seen my son lost to this monster
          To the men behind the slaugther
          Since you been gone
          I've been sing this stupid song
          So i could ponder
          The sanity of your mother