since november, my life has really taken a toll for the worst. my great grandmother died in november and my grandmother got diagnosed with cancer. in december my mother left our family and divorced my father. for months on end i was at my school every night until nearly 10pm practicing for a play that quite frankly, I didn't have the motivation for anymore. I was in a relationship that ended terribly and was forced to see him and his new girlfriend everyday while doing the show. the show turned out good but it wouldve been an even better experience if i wasnt so depressed all the time, but i guess having my good frienda around helped me to block it out. now the show is over, and im crushing hard core I'm someone else and my life is actually picking back up.
so im really sorry that I haven't been posting in awhile. quite frankly I've lost the inspiration for the books that I have published and have moved onto other ideas. I will keep them up, but will no longer be writing chapters for those books. I'm in the process of rewriting can't keep my hands to myself and also coming up with a few other ones to write. these past few months have been incredibly hard for me and I hope that you guys understand that. thank you for staying by me though I haven't been the best at times, it means a lot. and I'm going to kill it now this time around. my life is slowly coming back together and my writing skills have increased massively. so i hope you enjoy what's to come, you guys deserve it.
