I'm back. I am doing a lot better now. While I was gone I asked my father to bring me to a psychiatric institution, and he did. I had really nice nurses and met really nice people, and all of that plus the feeling of safety it brought me helped me out of my episode. I am not getting triggered by everything now, and I'm a lot happier. I'm sorry if I had hurt anyone before I left, that was never my intention. Everything is fine between me and my father now. Thank you @Leahdontfeel @_alittletoofruity @_Sugar_Doodle_ and a couple other people who I'm not sure if they want to be mentioned for being so supportive of me and my choice to leave for a bit. I hope you all have been well while I was gone. But still try to avoid talking about my triggers (in my bio), as those will always trigger an episode, no matter how triggered or not I already am.