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Before I say anything I ask that you all please respect my decision. I have chosen to unpublish all of my stories here as it's become uncomfortable to me and I don't want the stories of a child with strange obsessions to be what represents me in the future. I had this account from the time I was 13 until I was 17. I am an adult now. I don't wish to keep my embarrassing past up for the world to see.
          
          I'm sorry if this upsets anyone because I know my stories were read by a lot of people who probably genuinely cared about them, and I especially feel bad because I know what it's like to have a favourite story unpublished permanently. But what happened here just isn't me anymore. I don't want it to represent me. That's the end of the story of this account.

hi

As a gift to you I'll be reposting all my old stories and publishing every draft from this account (that has at least one bit of it written). You deserve it, though it can never make up for my unfair silence these past months.

I am deeply sorry for allowing this to drag on for so long and letting you all down. It should be no surprise anymore that I've lost motivation to write the stories on this account completely. I feel terrible for not saying anything and being so quiet, I never even log on to this account, let alone write on it or touch the planning docs I have. I no longer feel a connection to any of the stories here. It's plain and simple. Most of them are terribly written with very simple or unrealistic plots. I do not wish to continue them in any way, and it makes me feel bad for saying that.
          
          Many people have been here with me for years, a few maybe longer than I've had this account. They've seen my ups and downs and watched me grow as a writer. I feel bad for letting them all down. But times change, my interests have shifted, and I just can't bring myself to enjoy anything on this account anymore. I'm truly sorry.
          
          But, after all is said and done, if you still wish to follow me and see my works (which I promise are much better now) my kpop account is at the start of my bio, and in my following. I know probably a lot of my followers here don't know or like kpop and that's completely fair, I'm not asking for or forcing anything. Just know that my loyalties and interests now lie there. 
          
          This account has had a long and prosperous run. I believe it's now time to move on to greater things and put it to rest. I hope you'll understand, support me, and know that I care for you all very much and am endlessly grateful for what you've given me. I'll never forget these stories and the community of not fans, but friends, that I've gained since 2015. 
          
          Thank you. I love you all ❤❤

My head hurts from crying so much, I didn't think it was gonna be this hard.
          
          Today we said goodbye to my dog Bella. We've had her for eight years and though she was weird and never liked cuddling or affection that much I loved her to no end. I know she's no longer suffering but saying goodbye was one of the hardest things I've ever done.
          
          Please keep my family in your prayers as we go through this hard time, my mother especially. 
          
          I'm gonna miss you Bells :(

Ya girls got a girlfriend :))

Wattpad just gave me 30 coins for no reason.
          
          I don't even want them, please take them back-

Wattpad be changing the icons now too way to go I mean I like it but tbh just change the whole thing. I'm down for a new style here, getting kinda sick of the current one. And while you're at it let us use emojis on our messages boards and pms and let us like comments everywhere JAKFKWKGKWKFJ-

Stranger Things season three gore and gross imagery = NO
          
          Me still very emotionally invested in the story and not wanting to stop = YES
          
          Gay confusion = YUUUUUP-

I'm sorry I forgot to say something here but last night was the best night of my entire life. Not even TDC compares to what I experienced. I already know I'm never gonna forget it, thanks so much to Tyler and Josh for putting on an amazing show, just ugh *cries*