KaykayRenee

Hi is there any chance that you can update: Love to fight for.

Hope you update what lies beneath us soon!

“Are still alive?” 
          
          “Will you update soon?” 
          
          Are the biggest wuestions i have recieved from all you lovely people. And yes i am alive. Yes i do plan to come back. Just gonna take a bit more time to start the process…. 
          
          I was 14 when i started my biggest series on this account and i am now 21 years of age living the adult life of paying bills and struggling with a dark depression that took the life out of me to the point that i couldn’t even focus on myself. I gave up on my self. It took me a while to recover and start working on bringing myself back and I’m doing that as best as i can. 
          
          I really appreciate everyone’s support and a that many more people have come to my page the past 6 years t enjoy my books and enjoy the fun ive made out of them. For some reason starting the fourth book of ‘Daughter of a Prime’ was difficul to focus on ad write because honestly, that movie just confused the living sh^t out of me back then that i had no idea what was happening and all i  did know was Optimus fighting robots and shit..
          
          Anyways…
          
          Ive been working and writing and typing until my damn fingers fall off… im in the editing stages for the next 3 chapters of the fifth book as i type this so do expct more within the coming weeks and so
          fourth. 
          
          thank you all for the endeavoring patience and the concern. hope you guys enjoy the new stuff i have set out for you all….
          
          much love <333 Kay 

@Kayrae2001 are u still alive?

*SIGHHHHHH* 
          
          (Watches all transformers movies again and feels a rush of nostalgia)
          
          “Yup... its time to continue writing my transformers fanfictions”
          
          Yes i was debating on giving them up.. life hit me so hard these past couple of months (non covid related) that i had just lost the will and effort to write anymore.
          
          I had started writing a few newer ideas that i am now stuck ok to the point that i want to throw it all away...
          
          However, reentering the world of transformers by watching the movies with my boyfriend and feeling all that excitement and joy of the franchise has brought me to realize me obsession and love for the series and helped me remember my own version of the  Bayverse storyline and how much i enjoyed writing it.
          
          Its come to my conclusion that i am hoping to finish AND edit my personalized series by the end of next year... the first four books shal be rewritten to perfection and the last of the story shall be created and published for all to read and enjoy.
          
          Thank you to all my followers and friends on this app.. i honestly couldn’t do any of this without your support and love for my series and personal writings. 
          
          I love you all with the best of me and i cant wait to share my new ideas with you all. ❤️

And feel free to check out my stories 

Thanks for the follow

I-- okay ya'll i need some feedback like.. pronto!
          
          Should I continue my transformers fanfic series? 
          
          NOW!! I know there are people out there that hate it when authors just leave you on a cliffhanger and stop writing altogether but I just need some time to get my shit together before I continue.. so this is a simple, yes or no question.. help ya girl out please

Im absolutely livid. 
          
          I cannot concentrate on trying to write up new chapters for you all and its aggrivating to the max. 
          
          I will literally pull Wattpad up and click on my book to add a new chapter.. And then my mind goes blank. Its so stupid and the writers block is real. 
          
          Please understand that im not giving up on writing for you all because i lovw every single one of my readers and thank you for reading my crappy books but ya girl just needs to get back in the game again. 
          
          <33 ~Kay 

Okay but.. Listening to sad music while writing a sad scene really do be hitting different tho...
          
          Like.. Im writing something for yall (thatll be posted by next week) and im listening to the saddest song to get me more in the nood of it amd its just making me cry...