PART 1
Hi everyone, I know it’s been a while and I’m sorry for how inconsistent I have been with my uploads. I’ve been struggling to balance writing and raising my toddler- he is the biggest blessing in my life but having a child has been harder than I thought it would be. I don’t want to seem ungrateful; he is my everything, he is my rainbow baby and the reason why my heart is so full and content, but he is also the reason why I am always so busy!
Between the constant demands of parenting and trying to keep up with life in general, by the time my little one has finally gone to sleep I’m completely shattered and I’ll I want to do is sit on my sofa and do absolutely nothing. I always say to myself I will write a little bit once he goes to sleep but when that time arrives, I don’t feel like doing anything. I’m always tired, that’s pretty much how I would currently describe myself.
My toddler still doesn’t sleep through the night and wakes up at least three times throughout the night, so my sleep is pretty non-existent. Sometimes, I think how do people do it? How do they manage to juggle everything and make it look so effortless while I’m a big, flustering mess and barely holding it together some days!
However, things are getting a bit easier, and I have worked out a plan to carve out more time for writing. I’m confident I can get back onto track and upload more regularly. I honestly, hand on heart, appreciate your support and patience and I feel really bad for letting you down but I’m trying my best and I will also try to be more transparent with you guys as well.
Again, I just want to stress out that if I am coming across a little negative I don’t mean to be, I know how blessed I am to have my son in my life, I’m not complaining I’m just trying to be more transparent with how life is for me at the moment and why it’s affected my uploads.
I will be uploading this message on my other stories and platforms as well so everyone across all tiers and platforms read it.
