Kaz_WritesFanfics
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I’m fucked up right now. I’m really fucked up right now.
I’m being all emotional and hormonal because I’m currently going through menstruation but holy shit my childhood best friend actually tried killing himself a few months ago and I’m going through a lot because I only now realized I was so close to losing the person I care about the most in this world.
I feel so fucking guilty for not being there for him, for not checking up on him. I feel so fucking shitty because he always listens to me whenever I open up, but HE rarely opens up to me and that makes me feel so insanely miserable. I wish I could turn back time and get my fucking shit together so I could’ve been there for him at his lowest the same way he was there for me.
Depressive episodes don’t go well with midterm exams coming up.
I might not be active in discord for a while again, I’ll come back probably next week tops. I need to get my shit together for once in my life.
nightmareking612
*Hug* hey, it’s okay kaz. Look take all the time you need to recover, and take care of yourself and your friend.
Hope this helps.
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