~Kazuha~

fades into existence
          
          
          (hihihihiii, this is @M-MARM3LADE - i got a diff user and stuff lolol + a online alias and whatnot)

~ATTENTION~
          YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO BE SHOWERED WITH LOVE SO ENJOY!!!
          Now post this on everyone's wall who you think deserves all the love in the world
          If you get...
          1 back = Your loved
          3 back = Your popular
          5 back = You are one of the most lovable people out there
          9 back = Wow I'm jealous

Yo man apparently you’re included in the recent announcement sOmEoNe made (just wanted you to know sOmEoNe is telling lies about us 2 months later)

EZRA SAID HE MIGHT GET WATTPAD-

People trying to say that there the victim because they didn't talk to their partners about their feelings- a relationship is for team work not your ego

(trigger warning: vent)
          
          
          
          
          
          Sometimes I forget that I'm human, at times it's like I am no longer present in the actual world. It's as if my conscience left my body but I'm physically still trying to survive without my brain present. This can go on for the span of a month, or just a few days. I'm not sure why this started happening, but Ezra says that it's another coping mechanism that I developed over time to help with my depression and other mental illnesses. But yet again, my therapist says that this could also be another mental illness that has developed, and not a coping mechanism. I'm not too sure who to believe, I want to believe Ezra and not face the fact that I might be getting worse, and not better. But the therapist has more experience than him, and if they are correct. I'll probably be prescribed medication to hopefully subside the effects. I already have a lot of medication that I have to take, like happy pills. And one I think helps me from not suddenly having huge mood swings. I don't want to have to take another pill each morning, It's already a pain Swallowing down so many. Ezra says that it's my choice to be drugged up even more, but everybody else says I have to. That I need to, All this pressure is getting to my head. And I feel my consciousness slipping again, as I no longer really listen to what people say to me. And I slowly Begin to isolate myself in my room, It's almost like a necessity at this point, with all these choices I don't know what to do. I feel so ashamed of myself for not knowing, when my whole life I was taught to know everything. I'm in this loop that I can't seem to break from getting better than getting worse, occasionally I think. What is the point of being stuck when I can Take it into my own hands and get out myself. But I know that would make people sad, and I don't want to make people sad. Everything I do is sad and depressing. I promise I want to change it, but I just don't know where to start.

I promise to always love how the sun dances in water.
          -mom

For fuck sakes pms are being deleted- I have so much fucken messages between friends in this app and its all being erased?? And because Wattpad is like owened by webtoon it wont matter if the lose a chunk of money. if you can boycott the people of webtoon and Wattpad. If webtoon can have privileges in these bull shit polices then the people of Wattpad should to. And if you can't and still want to talk to me, you can contact me on discord from now on. Its in my bio. anyways, I love you all and have a great day<3

CAN I BE IN YOUR FRIENDS LIS THING AS SCARA? I ALWAYS RP HIMM <3

I FUCKED YOUR FUTURE CHILDREN NOW IM MPREG