Hello everyone i know long time no anything. I just want to vent for a min. So this last year has been so nuts. I started working again. Traveled a lot. I've put down enough of miles(american) to traveled around the world. That has been very cool then covid happen laid off for 2 months then back to work. My mom how ever been getting sick more often been hospitalized 3 time in last 3 months alone. But with covid she was a high risk and with me traveling being around her would put her at risk so haven't been able to see her. July was the last time i say her till this past weekend. They let us see her to say goodbyes. I hated her i loved her we fight over so many different things we spend hours just cracking jokes. She was the neighborhood mom you at her house and its dinner time you eating your going always the safe house if your fighting with your parents then swing, mom went off her meds again come parents kicked you out come to our rules are simple you body your choice treat me respect ill treat you with respect you will clean up after yourself i cant help you unless your honest go to school and take care of business. It really suck cuz she was isolated this last month this women has has quiet in 60 years at 80 years old southern woman standing up for gay rights spare her abusive husband when her kids found out and were looking for blood. 8 children 8 grandchildren 5great grandchildren and countless children. Countless others who call her mom or grandma. She will be deeply missed. It really sucks im over 500miles away right now
