Chaos #4

For those who follow me… Why? I do nothing interesting, I don’t really have time so I don’t update my works very often, and I don’t really do anything but add letters to people’s words and compete with them for months on end. I have so many questions.

How’d yall feel about that MCC? I was having MCC 17 flashbacks… yeah no it was bad 

Im doing Whumptober on my Ao3 account… username is the exact same as Wattpad’s. I’m currently working on the next chapters of my fan fic, it’s just slow due to personal reasons and lack of energy, nonetheless I will get it done! The art book is gonna have a huge art dump soon, once I finish my latest piece (or I might just post that one unfinished). Anyways, hope you’re having a good day, if not, I hope tomorrow is all the better. Drink water, touch some grass (while it’s still here), and get at least two hours of sleep!

Hiii there!<3 I was wondering if you would maybe like to check out my Historical Romance called Deborah and The Duke’s Obsession? I’d seriously appreciate your votes and comments!!❤️ Have a great day! https://www.wattpad.com/story/363531501-deborah-and-the-duke%27s-obsession
          
          P.S: congrats on your puppy!!

Y’all I got a puppy

Hello! I would love if you could take a look at my ongoing dystopian novel! I'd love any feedback/comments/tips :) I'd be happy to do the same for you! https://www.wattpad.com/story/251803107-tyrant

Do you ever feel like you’re just constantly depressed and you don’t even remember who you were before you were depressed? But somehow everyone else remember you before and so you always have to pretend to be that person you don’t even know anymore? 
          I once said to someone “I’m just a depressed little bean pretending to be anything but” and they replied “Aren’t we all?” But like I have friends, but like I don’t feel close to very many of them, I don’t have a “best friend” I just have friends that I talk to but hardly see. And then whenever I’m in a social situation I’m always like “I wish I had friends” even if I have friends there. It’s like when I’m away I wish for home, but when I’m home I wish to be anywhere but, though I still call this unknown “home”. 
          I have so many masks that I don’t know what is beneath them all, I don’t really know what I’m interested in anymore. I have nothing here but I have too much to lose. 
          There are so many unknowns and I just want to stop the time slipping through my fingers when I look away, but when I look it hardly seems to move. I fell asleep one night and my life literally flashed away, I can hardly remember what happened during those years, though that’s not saying much I hardly remember what happened last year. 
          Sorry this is a bit of a word dump. Just had a really hard day and had some not great stuff happen I guess. 
          Stay safe

i love ur new pfp!!! slay <3

Y’all I feel like I just cheated, I don’t know in what but I just bought myself some books, right? Well I got 6 of ‘em. And from my calculations it should have cost me around $130 but I got all of them for $31.
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          WHAT?! I mean granted they weren’t brand new, but they’re only gently used so it’s not bad. 
          Last week I got 2 books and it was like $51. (I’m so broke y’all it’s not even funny, most of my money goes into books).

Okay, so you know how dust is a large percentage of human skin cells? Right so that means that us as humans are committing cannibalism every single time we breathe or eat or drink. Because technically that was once a part of a human which is of our species that we have consumed willingly. Because for the most part we willingly breathe or eat or drink. So all of humanity is cannibalistic.